it's all about me :]

2010-01-16T04:09:00.000-08:00

ps my new bog add is http://blooperyme.tumblr.com
not the previous one.
LOVE YA ALL
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2010-01-09T23:02:00.001-08:00

haha i moved to piggyvirus.tumblr.com !
lovin it ;D

22 november

2009-11-22T05:15:00.000-08:00

haha i think i'm on a streak
blogged 3 days in a row!!!!
haha ok first i went to ion orchard today
and well it wasn't our usual family outing
we went there by public transport
and my dad is a noob when it comes to taking public transport
haiz~ to think a guy who drives so much has some direction sense
haha
well basically ion is just a super high class shopping centre
you there's a advertisment about some guy chasing a girl all around
then background got rock climbing thing
well they cheat you de
i walk so long also never see
haiz~
but then i ofund out that the sony alphas are having discount
i want!!!!
i wso want!!
though not eso but still i want!!!
haha it costs only 899 for ax 380
very nice XD
but cause i miss a B for chinese by one mark
i can't get it
haha nvm i shall try to psycho my dad XD
anyways i realised that the pigeons there a super fat
so many people are feeding them
hiaz~ fat pigeon
i tried to scare one away
but it didn't budge
my brother tried
and it chased my brother!!!
tsk tsk them
thn yup the talk with yeeling

at about 6++ i went to find yeeling to talk to her
well basically was for my card but
yeah well i was debating with myself whether or not to approach her the whole night
and i'm glad i did XD
cause things turned out great
i didn't want her to have a bad impression of us all when she leaves
thank you yeeling for actually giving me a chance totalk to you
toclear thigns up
i hope that through it you understand
what's going on
what's goign through
how others feel

21november

2009-11-21T01:31:00.000-08:00

maybe i am just immature
maybe i'm still just a kid
stupid naive

i am still affected by the fact you left
GOD it so shitty stinks ok
you mindset is all wrong
who says we don't care
we do!
i miss the le you back
i remember you once told me this :

"Peggy i was once like you,
serious, wanting to get the job done.
but then i realised i had not many friends
and to me that sucked
so when i came into secondary shcool i wanted something different
so i became happy-go-lucky
more optimistic, fool around more
and yup i have plenty of friends now
btu this isn't the real me
and i don't like it, its hard"

ok i know my words ain't completely the same
but the meaning is there
i'm sorry but seriously fo those who are close to me
or rather to eitehr you or us
they know who i'm talking about here
btu well ti don't matter my blog's dead anyway isn't it?
hardly anyone coems so what's the point
ok people do care
if they didn't how do you think they'll be reacting towards you now?

as you see above
that was what you said to me
it struck me hard k
cause at that time you made it sound
like it was bad to be me
to be serious
so that hurt me hard
see its thigns like this
what you percieve and others percieve is alwasy different
like i may go i see a flower whee~
but the flower we both see is different
i may see a hibiscus while you a rose? jasmine? i'll never know unless you say
so in life many things are like this
unless you say it out noone will ever know hwo you truely feel
you can't expect us to guess cause well guessing...
will just lead to more mistakes
and that ain't what i hope for
i want the old you back
you may be happy with who you are now
but to me you're the same old person i once knew
that child-like innocence is still in you
somewhere maybe buried deep but still there
i'll be waiting
waiting for the moment i see the you i once knew
the person whom i had laughs and jokes with
as for now i'll be ready to help
if you will accept
i really want the YOU back

20 november

2009-11-20T02:41:00.000-08:00

it hurts k
its sucks, sucks like shit, it really does
it pains so much reading that
it pains me that you'll say things like that.
after reading your todays's i'm super sad la
crap shit man to think i cried for like what 20 m in ytd, thinking about what you said
god what do you take me for?
how stupid did you think i was!!!
things got sour, bitter, disgusting
why must life be like a friut platter?
sometimes you eat something sweet like honeydew
you enjoy it, every last bit
and thn you see something that looks sweet, juicy
but when eaten it tasts horrible
like a pineapple
it looks pretty and nice
but it stings your tongue, brings you pain
life is just a story of deception right?
about being the best.
whatever happened to just be yourself?!?!?!?!?!?
what happened to good friends, close friends, great friends?
what happened to that hard earned friendship?
i hope thigns would just go back to the way they were before
everything was well, we were happy, not perfect but nevertheless happy
contented
i've decided, i'm gonna confront this sooner or later
i've always treated you as a friend
thing about it yourself
you may say not so
you may bitch about me
but i must stil say WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?
friend if you're still out there
buried deep inside
please listen
hear my plea
i need you
you brought me in like this and now you're just gonna walk out on me????
what's this?
please come back.
if i could have one wish,anyone wish
i'ld wish for the safe return of my friend.
that'll she'll be protected
my friend is lostand i wish badly to findher
the pain stung me
deep deep within
i feel super useless
i couldn't do anything to prevent it from happening

i am super sad and angry that
you distrust me
you think that i'll go round telling everyone what you wrote
maybe i will go do just that
but NO
that's beneath me
i promised you i wouldn't
you can go ahead not believe me
but after a month or so go ask the others
they won't know a one bit about it
i'm hurt lost depressed
若要人不知，除非己莫为

i don't want to go through any more of your posts
i really don't
after one whole year
this is what i get
如果你真的痛了，就哭出来吧
哭了就会开心点
who am i kidding?

19 november

2009-11-18T23:51:00.000-08:00

haha today concludes drama camp '09
it was a really memorable experience for me.
i shalln't go on the details of the whole process though
just a few little little things that i rmbed the most
well my group's called YAHOO~
and well things didn't start off so well
we had problems in our story
things that we didn't find to make sense
so we changed it
it was abit rush
casue we only changed it on tuesday
during camp we also had xie laoshi lesson(moju)
overll THE CAMP WAS GREAT
i loved this alot
cause i felt that my batch was close
like all playing together
eating together
like cuidan told them that we wanted to have batch breakfast on wednesday morn
they agreed
and in the morning
they came to rush us to get us up
and waited for us(girls)
i thought that was a really nice act
like they could have just waited in their bunk
until we were ready to get them
but no they just stood outside our bunk while we got ready
i thought that was sweet
we sat as a batch during some meals
i liked that feeling XD

thn on tuesday night came
the NIGHT GAMES
whoosh~
haha ok truthfully we were super impromptu
which remind me i still haven't claim back money
for the candles
oh well next time ba
haha it was successful!!!
yeah we didn't think carefully on how to clean
and in the end jeffrey came to help us clear up.
haha ok i just realise everything not in order de
like night games came before breakfast XP
haha LOL
FYI hostel food is not nice, somes ok like the EGG TOFU :3

wednesday, which is competition day
i could see that everyone was uneasy
like nervous
waiting for the competition to start
and yet at the same thing dreading it.
thn at 10.30 YAHOO~ was suppose to go down to paixi with lan laoshi
but thn aaron's grp (xiang ba lao) went in
so in the end we did ours after them
we did our tech run thn full run in the tower hall at 4
before we went for dinner we did our last few runs
the alumni's helped us to diao xi
they helped a whole lot XDDDDDD
but thn yiliang qinlin and i were still worried
or maybe its just me
yeah i think its just me
i was still stumbling on my words
eating my tai ci
i was super afriad i wouldn't make it
ok for some reason
that night i couldn't eat my dinner except for the steam egg xp

thn it came the time of the competition
everyone was scared worried
but they all did great jobs
i think the sec 1s have alot of potential
they are really good
also sec 2s ROCKED
we ROCKED SHITASS
the sec3s, the people behind it all
they heped out alot
this time they put mostly sec 1 & 2 to act
while they acted small roles or just made one appearance
thank you sec 3
when it came to results
jieling won best actress
elon got best male supporting
but noone got best actor
and i thought for sure either
yiliang or eugene was going to get it hiaz~
but all in all super enjoyable
ok the three guys were being exceptionally nice
i'm not used to it
but i'm lovin' it ;D
SEC 2s 我们bond了
but we'll still strive for more XD
jiayou sec2s we the man!!!

3 november

2009-11-03T00:33:00.000-08:00

haha got yes yes i know need to update but first
SCHOOL'S OUT!
EXAMS ARE OVER!
I'M USING WINDOWS 7!!!

ok i'm really missing 2B'09
it has been a year filled with many memories
and for some reason
i feel especially attached to this class of mine
well i really hope that my parents WILL allow me to go for the class chalet
they said tentatively ok
usually when they say that
they back out the last minute
about half an hour before i'm about to leave the house
well it will be the last tiume i'm gonna see all the classmates together
though there have been rough times i enjoyed myself
well befor i go on to my thank yous
list of things this holiday
-> chinese homework [yawn]
->class chalet
-> cca drama camp
-> national drama camp
->cca BBQ cum chalet
yup i guess that's all
but i'm sure more homework will be coming our way

first off i really regret that i only knew many of my friends
during the second half of the year
this are the few people that i can keep for life
yes my mom is right
secondary school friends are those that you can keep for life
mainly cause their all matured le
hiaz~ shucks mom asking me log off
haiz~ next time then thank ppl ba XD

12 oct

2009-10-12T02:32:00.000-07:00

haha its one day before the exams XD
JIAYOU ALL

tmr is geography then english
scared le
haha
test pollution rivers, global warming and ozone depletion
haha but still managable
haha river thanks to wenjing XD

wenjing without your help i don't think i'll understand so much of it
thanks for always asking me questions ;D
these test my ability whether i understand or not

also thanks phyllis
for always revising with me XD
haha geogs tough but for some reason we mke it seem so enjoyable
making jokes out of alot of things
thank you :D

haha many others contribute too
but in other aspects XD
anyways elit has concluded
ihad fun XD
it was fun
and i worked with people like shunkai zhenyu meredith charis,
people whom i've never worked with before !
starting out ppl pretty much were with those they were closer with
but soon everyone had fun with each other XD
i think everyone had fun too :D cluster uno!
ok fine i know i should be studying geog now
but i can't
if i study now tmr sure forget de
hiaz~
plus plus i very long never blog le XD
so now must take action and blog while my mother is watching golf
haha now everyone is talking about ris low
i was shocked at her used ofthe english language
but that is indeed how many of the singaporeans speak
scary? yeah!
hiaz ok ok i'll study i'll get marcus to help me l8r
haha he just finished his PSLE
and well during the pre PSLE period
i've seen him bring back many of his classmates
and my god have the changed! for the better that is
take one of my brother's friend tony for eg.
i've known him since i was p1
he was marcus's kindergarden classmate
when he was much younger, he was extremely mischevious
always getting into trouble and irritating me
i couldnt get over the fact that he was abt the same height as i was
even though i'm 2 yars older then he is
the last time i saw him was when he was p4
still naughty as ever
i saw him again recently
he is now 1.77m
very tann
he's is high jump shockingly
and much more mature than marcus is
furhermore my cousin who saw him
said he was good looking and thought he was my age
that was very degradering
hiaz~
my brother still standing at 1.47m
though has a girlfriend now is still as immature as ever
haha
hiaz~ i wanted to post pictures
guess i can only do that after the exams
to all my friends
JIAYOU FOR EOY
rmb: peggy <3 you

26/09

2009-09-25T21:43:00.001-07:00

haha here i am again
magnesium ribbon when heated is really cool whoosh
ok ytd was paper 1
it was horrible
english was still simple
chinese was gosh
chinese compo was ahrd so was the letter
i guess lim cher did give hint in a way
she kept saying abt
how hesheng had to write letter for sponsor for ish
and letter was abt that
but no one really paid attention i guess
english compo i did the one on
wite an experience which made you change attitude towards one teacher
i didn't do the arguementative essay
it was hard for supporting points
phyllis did that though
haha she did that same topic for her bilingual speech
english letter was abt
improving the tower hall into an auditorium

l8r at 3,
cluster one came back for elit
but we were chased out slightly after
we only started at 3.30 cause only then did most members arrive
it was hilarious
i applaud the group worked really well
YAY CLUSTER UNO
haha after we were chased out
we went for dinner
we split then actually
yixin lili zhenyu shunkai went yixin's hse
the rest of us excluding elwin and hsinning
went to simpang to eat XD
we ate different food
and vivian and i shared frenchfries
vivian said it was not salty enough
VIVIAN: may i have some more salt?
GUY: salt?
MEREDITH: yeah you know sodium chloride
haha meredith
we saw some RNE ppl there too

l8r at night we ahd our mid-autumn festival celebration
Jeffrey Yiliand danced!!!
they did really well
KUDOS to them XDDDD
the crowd called for and encore but i guess there was no time so they couldn't
aijia sang a song
and shawn tok came too
he sang one song
then did a duet with her
shawn's one head taller than aijia
then DR boon sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin
she was really dramatic
then we saw the alumni's at school
i guess they came to support jeffrey yiliang
i told wenjing and yeeling that to make it fun carrying lantern
you've got to make sounds
so i went(in hokkien) 拿灯笼哦哦
yeeling went 拿灯笼
wenjing went GARANGＧＵＮＩ～
haha
i thought this year the class will do sometihing together
something everyone would partake in
and they played catching
many didn't want to
hiaz~
yeeling then went around with her hair let down wanting to scare people
but the only one she scared was hoel
haha his reaction was classic epic
playing catching has its disadvantages
quite a few people fell
and some were injured bad
hiaz~
but it was indeed a memorable day XD

EXTRA EXTRA

2009-09-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

as said by yeeling
(i don't knwo why she so random go search)
and confirmed by me XD
if you go blog search and type chawit
you get like this whole loads of people talking about
some yamcha wit
haha and some here there people form 2B!!!
haha yamcha wit...
i wonder what that is...
oh haha ok i just realised
yam cha wit
yamcha = drink tea
wit =with?
haha yamcha wit =drink tea with
haha but still got ~~yam~~cha wit
haha XDDDDDDDD

22/09

2009-09-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

haha today school started again after that long weekend
everyone could tell was beat and tired.
ghost* was sick and tired too
assembly the ground was wet and phyllis and i got our skirt dirty
the left side of my contacts couldn't stick to my eye
so i got phyllis to help me
during silent reading period
lin cher came up and she said
戴什么影行眼镜啊,这么麻烦以后戴眼镜
你要戴现在去厕所5分钟后回来
then she went to 2A to scold them
they way she said it was very 不耐烦
like i was causing some kind of disruption in class
i wasn't not reading island voices
furthermore i finished that book le
that time i was thinking
the school rule didn't say one can't wear contacts
its one's choice who is she to say that
also doesn't mean i put the book on my lap and read
means that i'm doing something wrong
why does lin cher need to keep checking me

haha during P.E i chased after a ball
and i slipped on algae
(eeewwww)
and got myself dirty
haha it was catching so we were all just chasing after a ball
haha i make us sound like some dogs
we won whoo~
meredith is really good
haha the rule of the game was that
you score when everyone of your memebers came in contact with the ball at least once
so it was really funny
when everyone started blocking the last person left
it was fun (:

phyllis and i wanted to ask weitai (a.k.a ghost)
a question so we called,
poh (no reply)
pu (no reply)
pooh ([mix between] 2 no reply)
weitai (no reply)
muaytai (no reply)
morris (no reply)
鬼 (then he finally replied)
haha

science supple wasn't really fun sigh
it ended at 2.30 and started at 1.30 cause ms huda had to go back
to her uni
NUS
then i got home and now i'm blogging
yup the previous one i was typing ytd
but didn have a chance to finish

REPLIES:
wenjing: haha ok i shall try but then depends on how often i use to com now XD
hannah: nope hannah now living in the 21 century.hey haha i'm ich people buy my bakwa all over singapore haha. yes haha hannah i'm sure you're tempted to eat it too!
chearmin: yup but oh well the blog's so dead...SOOOOO DEAD
SHOUTOUT:
HEY PEOPLE CAN TAG ME TO BE LINKED I CAN'T RMB YOUR LINKS LE
IF YOU SEE YOUR LINK IS WRONG THEN TAGG
SO PLS HELP XD
TI AMOR~

21/ 09

2009-09-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

haha see i'm here again!!!!
ok today we had our very first elit grp cluster meeting!!!!!
haha it was funny fun HILARIOUS at times too
i was suppose to meet everyone except for carmen meredith and elwin
at tampines library at 7.45am
i woke up at 6.45 due to a mag
after that i went back to sleep
i woke up at 7.20am
haha i was late
so i didn't grab lunch and head down to the library
whoops i mean breakfast
for some strange reason as soon as i reached the library
the siren went off
(siren=the thing that is noisy and goes heehawheehaw)
haha ok hsinning was there first with jermaine
then we saw desiree and vivian
who saw shunkai
thn lili came yixin came,zhenyu and charis XD
they were lazy people so we took a bus there
only 2 stops lazy right?
haha ok thn they also very abiding the law
haha red light even though no car they still didn't cross XDDD
ok we arrived to meet a pontianak
(hint hint>>>>yeeling)
so we were in her room discussing the script
when her mom woke up and asked her to turn on air-con
i didn't think there was a need though
haha zhenyu kept being in the LIGHT
after round and rounds of discussion we decided on our script
thn came giving of roles
so we got the 2 guys who were present to audition for it!
(talking abt audi i very long nvr play le!!!)
haha one role was just a boy the other was this mad crazy scientist
haha they were hilarious
cause we asked them to laugh hysterically but they couldn't
i found out why zhenyu always smiles when he acts
haha he paisei so he smiles
haha interesting
thn the role of the girl and mother
haha after carmen me vivian and yeeling deliberated
we decided to change the mad scientist to be a girl
so now our actors are as follows:
SCIENTIST>>>>>CARMEN
FATHER>>>>>>>>SHUNKAI
GIRL>>>>>>>>>>YEELING
BOY>>>>>>>>>>>ZHENYU
CALEFARES?>>>>EVERYONE ELSE
BREAKDOWN OF-STUDENTS AND ROBOTS [:
haha it was really fun that day
i enjoyed myself
oh and in our grp we have alot of talented people
int he aspects of music
and poker haha
i think its going to be enjoyable experience
things went well yay cluster 1!!!
加奶加奶加奶
haha thn i spent the rest of the day watching tv whoops lazy me
haha

20/ 9

2009-09-20T04:51:00.000-07:00

ok yes i know i blog like once every month now
ok fine every 2 months
fine 3.
i shall try though
i don't use computer very often
daryl has been hooked on to fish a fish on facebook
and pet society's fishing pond
haha
haha well alot of things have happened
i know i say this often
cause i haven't been blogging alot
well we had alot of tests this week
6 of em in total
and dread dread nx friday is paper 1 le
i'm so not prepared for chinese
ok and Lee's over and done with
now we're on to drama presentation
we have only like roughly 2 weeks til presentation
and my group consists of members:
elwin (director)
carmen(assist director)
desiree
vivian (script writer)
hsinning
yeeling
meredith
yixin
lili
shunkai
zhenyu
charis
jermaine
and ME!
ok i'm seriously afraid there will be conflicts
but i have positive thoughts
*ponies flowers trees chocolates puppies swing...*
yeah positiveness!!!!!!
firstly i wanna shout out
CHEARMIN JIAYOU IN COUNCIL I KNOW YOU'LL MAKE THE BEST CHOICE. I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU
YEELING JIAYOU IN TJC THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU ALREADY.
ok yeeling it has been 2 years we've known each other le
we seriously been through alot of ups and downs
from not close to cinderella
to you and cheryl's problem and you crying to seek for help from me and cuidan
to moju and xiangying
thn i became daoju leader
thn things soured
we made it up
and yeah ups and downs
even though we've been through alot
there are still alot for me to learn abt you
i don't know alot yet
though we have 2 months left
it seems really short
the time we have left
i will miss you
i really love you alot
haha i'm sure if i didn't met you i wouldn't be me
i would be
peggy- randomness- zilian-ness(i still not yet)- a whole loads of who i am now
= i don't know
and i don't want to find out
because i like the me now
you have been introduced into my life
and is integrated into this system
i don't want to find out
cause if i did means that i'ld never have met you
so no i don't want that
yeeling thank you for being always there for me
whenever you were able to
you are important to me as much as i am growing taller
HA that's a fact i grew taller again!! teehee
i measured this morning
it grows with the day
thank you
you are the closest friend i can ever have
i know each of us are busy with stuff and all
but thx for still making time
i love you
forever and ever
thank you yeelong

haha i think that's all the sentimental stuff
i really think i'm not cut out for contacts
when i got my trial pair
i lost the left side on the first day
and thn i lost the second one 3 weeks l8r
now i got my actual set le
i'm still like really excited abt it
haha
oh i watched spectacular and well the plot is really guess-able
and the next upcoming movie i want to watch is idate a bad boy-iCarly
ctach it on 1st october 4.30pm on nickelodeon XDDDDDD
heehee i still got alot of picture to post and well haven't been abel to locate them
and i'm getting worse and worse at using my phone
damn it
haha but all will be well i'm sure of it
positive karma flowing all around
shall be brought with me and shared

and here's to share some photos XD
(whoops i haven't worked out the kinks for posting pictures the size so big
anyone help? please? haha for now click on it for a full size view)

this one was taken on monday of the september holidays i had huansonghui that day and the theme was cowboy

me and cuidan XDD

this was taken earlier on in the day we had learning journey at marina that area,
i like this chair i really do, it has style

we went Kbox ! haha i know my pictures are all not in order

marcus and i zilian-ing with our specs i like taking pictures wiht my brother XD

i think the dog looks cool with my specs

now winnie the pooh XD

haha i like this mirrored image taken picture

me and vivian

carmen and her painting back in primary school

me and carmen XD

me mrs ho and hsinning haha there were so many camera's snapping i didn't knwo which way to look!

as usual yeeling zilian-ing

i think they look really cool in this picture

haha i like this one X3

here comes the bride all dress in white! heehee i'm so gonna get killed
but don't you agree got fuqixiang

2 sep

2009-09-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

haha ok ok people have been pushing me to update blog
so here i am XD
haha but blogger changed le at least the page where you type the post
or is it just me? i don't know [:
anyways haha alot of things happen dunno where to start too!!!
kekeke
haha ok well i am happy i didn't fail chinese!!!!
yay!!! teehee
i scored B3 but that's only cause they rounded up XP
science should be ok ba ;] not sure though
ok heehee cause my degree increased
i had to chnge specs XD
and my specs is now black next time thn i show picture
thn my brother Marcus and i started zilian-ing
haha i like taking pictures with my brothers very funny(their poses)
alot of pictures to show actually
haha thn i got contacts yay!!!!!!
but sadly on the first day(not tryin day)
i wanted to take out
i tried and tried and tried
i was like hey cannot take out how come?
thn i realised that it actually came out already
but i didn't know
so i lost it already
FML la first day
haha talking abt that go to http://www.fmylife.com
haha it is really interesting and farnee
ytd went to singapore health promotion board to check my curved back
hiaz~ degree increased
the last time i went was in primay 6 year 2007
thn i missed one appointment and couldn't get any anymore!
from an almost close to 5 degrees curved back
(using the scolosis thingy)
to 8 degrees on the scolosis thingy
she said not accurate must take X-ray
so i went then i saw (if i'm not wrong) 2A's one guy
the whole trip was really boring appointment was at 8.30
i was there till 10++
sian le!!!!
haha ok end up i have 3 curves
18 degrees 24 degrees and 5 degrees
top middle and bottom respectively
they say if reach 40 degrees or more need surgery
there's no way to fix this problem
only through surgery...
sad la
haha thn this month dunno when have to go see specialist

monday was teachers day
the performance was really good this year
i admire 2G's courage to put up a show
and 4A's NObody dance
the teacher's performance was okay though
i didn really understand and appreciate the song preformed
the Mc alina was my junior yay!!!!
thn went back to SAC
met Mrs joseph, huang 'cher', siao 'cher'
mrs jude, mdm shubana, mrs ho
it was really nostalgic to go back to SAC
i missed the canteen the stairs the hall the EVERYTHING
haha carmen toook picture with the toilet she painted
the walls outside the toilet...
the canteen seemed really small
so did the hall.
i went back to the ole' 6EP classroom
stepped in and realised OMG the classroom is so SMALL!!!
and i used to think it was big and we still kept
a hamster and fishes and insects
haha i didn't realise how big anglican high's classrooms were
maybe cuase i was shorter last time
this time i went back i realised
that...
many of my teacher's were short
quite short
i'm short myself
but taller than them *smiles widely*
see i grew!
ALOT!
i rmb when i left SAC i was abt 148+-
and now i'm like 160
teehee
ok gtg le
haha i blogged ok
but i dunno how to put pictures on le
hiaz~
bye XDDDDDDDDDDDD

4 august

2009-08-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

2.4 km run was ok i guess.
haha ok well started out really boring
thn the guys ran first
and even before the girls started running weiqiang finished alrdy
sigh*
ok my placing up-ed this year
but i'm not sure abt the timing
last yr got i think 84 this yr got 78
or 'mat like tt
i didn't stop this year
well not as much anyways
omg really thank you those people who cheered for me it really helped :D
ok thn sec 1 guys ran from my cca, glen thn bunneh thn i didn see le
sec 1 girls were, lidong thn eitehr qingling or huyu thn also i cannot rmb le
haha i didn see grace running though
ok as heard sec 2 guys,
joel chong came in 20 Congrats joel ;D
chawit came in 21, awww too bad chawit ha ha
weitai came in either 43 or 44
(he said he could have run faster but he was with his friend)
eugene tang came in 96
(it ain't bad their 96 is like our girls 50)
ahh ok i frogot what pinhao got again, sry
thn as told by joel, jiahao came in 100+
shocked and amazed i thought he run very fast de
oh and enoch got 3rd ZOMG
sec 2 girls well kendra came in thrid CONGRATS kendra
thn the rest of you good job XD

after that, we wanted to watched teachers pick rubbish but agreed tt we were all too hungry
so we went to Mc's
and started reminiscine(still dunno how to spell) abt last year's 2.4
haha hilarious
oh by this time i was with vivian1 and vivian2 haha i dunno who is 1 and 2
just both great vivians
and jermaine
haha XD
we took away at Mc's thn went to beach there and ate
haah super early picnic (:
when we were eating i noticed many pppl taking photos of us...
i think its cause cm is too pretty and everyone wnats her
hahahahahahahhahaha
( i super hate my typo errors sometines it makes no sense)
oh we made nice stuff at the beach but shall post that l8r
when i have all e picstures XD
thn went to subway *eat fresh*
sry habit
and i got introduced to cookies
OMG i soooo <3 their cookies
super nice
i love double cho
haha i'm a choco addict
thn jermaine's mom sent us to kebangan MRT
cm and i was bored didn wanna go home yet
so we went to toys R us to play
haha took alot of pictures
similarly post another day
*if my sentence no make sense i blame typo error*
hmm i wish they ca invent a computer with a helmet
this helmet wahtever you think it sort of transfers to the computer
and it will auto "type" out for you
so even if you have STM like me
who tend to forget wad you wanna say after awhile
this thigny would be great
sigh how i wish someone could invent tt
oh ya thn after tt cm went to my house de nearby park
we played swing and mini flying fox ^^
yupp there is one near my house
we were both still in uni so alot of adults kept staring at us
like as if we played truancy or smthing
thn cm came my house we played poker
haha but we were so afraid my mama
would suddenly come home
cause my mama didn knwo cm came over she went out
so everytime we hear like keys we would both freak out
but all that was nothing
haha
my mother only came back like 3+ and cm left and 2
haiz~ rush so much
haha now my mum bugs me to slp early bla bla
haha

3 august

2009-08-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

well ok super long nvr post le
see i post again le
stop bugging me
haha
i wanted to but always too lazy i end up doing
wait i dun even know what am i usually doing when i use computer

start off with most recent ba
tmr is 2.4 km run at east coast park
yeah sulk all you want cuase running there rocks!!!!
i want to go pasir ris park afterwards just to play
my mother scolded me
she says tt i've been going out alot
and she's afraid i won't be able to concentrate on my studies
but if i stay home i won't be either
i'ld be playing computer or reading story books i borrowed from the library
which seriously ain't doing me good for my english
*for those tt understands good for you*
she scolds well i really am starting to think there is a zhong nan qing nv thingy here
my brother gets away scott free and me i get scolded for lil things
for some you may say its caue i'm the oldest but i beg to differ
my brother he is doing much worse thn me in his studies
ALOT WORSE
and furthermroe he has PSLE this year
i have streamin but forget tt point
my brother always asks my mother to let him go play
and it ain't just play swaveboard and stuff like tt
he goes out to play arcade
and my mother she allows
my brother even has a girlfriend and they allow
i'm really feeling the injustice here
god it hurts so bad
either i can convince my mother to let me go or i stay at home
if she does it means she does relunctantly
if i stay home
NOTE: still wasting time and not studying
furtheemore if i go out to pasir ris park to play
i'm not spending any money
well maybe except for the traveliing but
everything else its free
plus i stay away from electronices other thn my hp
haha i think i can go write an arguemmentative essay with this

ok bla bla bla
i got my new phone a sweet LG viewty
also a new plan
with unlimited sms~~
bleh now got mio tv at home which is super useless
we didn even want it
we upgraded our internet and it came free
bleh them
haha no one wanted to buy mah
and my desktop mouse was spoiled now changed
into this really cute yellow one ;3

ok let's see well nothing else interesting happened
i think my memory is failing me now
i can rmb me wanting to state another point
for my arguement above
but i can't rmb what did i want to think of
well i thought of it thn it trailed off

anyways what i've alwasy felt was tt
ok well girl A and girl B and totally diff ppl
A seems close really close to me
i feel tt too
i want to believe its so
and yet i can't
i feel insecure the things i see A do really make me wonder
yes its true
i'm happy when i'm with A really happy
and yet times i feel so sad like its a mistake having A as a friend of mine
i really wish it wasn't true
but if i recap the times i spend with A
are only times when both A and I know abt tt thing
when A's friends aren't around her
when we have something in common to talk abt
when A and I have stuff allocated to us that concerns us boht
when A has somethign to tell me abt something she just realised
or discovered, something tt she knows i know too
* my typo error is really bugging me*
and B
well i can say B is really somebody really really special to me
B i known her since last year
we've been close abt second half of year
we share our problems with each other
really help out
she has helped me alot
i really owe her one
there are times when i'm feeling really down
B will come help pull me up
she really understands she knows when to and when not to
she knows wehn to ome when i really need hlep
and when to leave me to solve it on my own
i can't, don't find any fault in her
she's the best

now i wonder at times, why?
how?
how would things have been like if my dad wasn't transferred ti Changi
we would still all be living in the west area
who would i have met
would i have great friends tt i have now?
how would i turn out to be now?
why must it be like this year after year?
why can't this cycle stop?
why must i stil endure this pain?

27/7

2009-07-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

the last time i posted was 16 le
wow that's really long
so irst off
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEELING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEARMIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAH ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYN

i hope i didn forget anyone ;)
ok well things have been very different
for one thing, i'm 14 now
i don feel different though
haha ok on my birthday i didn celebrate
actually i didn do anythin for my borthday
nvr go out play
nvr blog nada
nothign at alll
lucky yeeling her brithday on sunday can play and celebrate
on my birthday, i recieved prezzies XDDDD
yay!
thn ppl came to me going oh HAPPY RACIAL BIRTHDAY
sounds strange though
in the mornin vivian bought me a cake
so they sang me a birthday song
and we ate the mini cake ;D
they insisted tt the candles needed to be lit so we tried
so we tried and tried and tried again
thn carmen was playin thn it lit
ahaha
she freaked out
ok but by thn my cake only left one more mouth thn finish le
but now I insisted on the candles
so they tried lighting it again
p/s the matchbox was really lousy
i think i still hav the box in my pencilbox now....
whoops ok no i think it fell on the classroom floor and was swept away
haha and finally when they lit it they sag birdday song again haha
ok thn i kept playin with e candles
they wanted me to stop playin but i didn want to
thn they said cher coming cher coming thn haha
carmen and desiree sprayed the water out[fireman]
ok it hit my phone and my phone got all wet on the inside
haha had problems turning on for some time but now ok le
after sch went to hav lunch with sec 1 and yeeling
they got me a cake
which was so sweet
it was a surprise they planned
but iwhen alina covered my eyes so i can't see
i could still hear
i heard yewtong going: ahh the cake the cake!
and another girl: peggy's cake ssshhhhh
haha they are so adorable
obvious
but still surprised nevertheless
haha hsinning told me they were at the concourse they went
[one to another] : today peggy's birthday
ssshhhh we plann surprise for her ok
and all this time hsin ning was standing at least 5 m aways from them
haha they are so cute
i was seriously touched.

ok thn i got a new phone yay!!!
really wanted sony ericsson but oh well it'll do
my new hpone is a LG viewty
piiinkk :)
has an internal cam and external
5 megapix
whoo~

ok well now today we went to celebrate yeeling's borthday
ok well ytd we went to celebrate
but first
Yeeling, she is someone i met since sec1, we are in the same cca.
i have always known her to be that bubbly cheerful forever optimistic girl
well always unless her PMS comes XD
she is super unique unlike any other i've seen/met/heard
its ture we both have problems
not just one not two but yes actually alot
many a times i really wonder so many problems is ti really not meant to be?
is it that hard to be am i not destined to be friends with her?
but alas yeeling and i have worked alot of our problems
i know there may still be some and also many mnore to come but
i know yeeling willl be there with me to face ti together
we met during cca i was in 1e she was in 1 d
so our classes were side by side
when i really knew her was during our sec 1 huibao on cinderella
she was evil sister cum fairy i mean godmother who is very playful
and i was cinderella
don ask me why
many a times we went to her hosue to paixi
where i met her annoyin brother who's birthday is on the same day as me.
i'm very happy/lucky/fortunate to have friends already
needless to say yeeling as mine
she has been supportive no matter how much i now she doesn like me doing it
many a times, i'll get her to do stuff with me and i knwo sometimes hse doesn't want to do it but
she still does it for me to accompany me
thank you yeeling for all you've given me. i really enjoyed every second with you.
nx year yeeling is going TJC le she is going to be a whole 2 years my senior.
she's gonna be a 15 yrs old year 1
and me a 15 years old sec 3
haha 1 yr of cca and now another yr as classmates
i really enjoed every minute
now we are also neighbours well 5 blocks away de neighbours anyways
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEELING I WISH YOU GOOD HEALTH
<3 you always~

Chearmin, ytd was also your birthday, given a choice
i would love to have celebrated it ith you too. but thn i'll have to split myself in half
i'm sry you are grounded on your birdday
nvm i shall sing you a birdday song.
HAPPY BIRDDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRDDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRDDAY TO CHEARMIN
HAPPY BIRDDAY TO YOU
haha didn you enjoy tt?
well cm you are a great friend
the closest i feel
i alwasy go emo and you'd emo with me
thanks for tt
you empathise with me
which as i can see it,
i have failed to do so
you nvr gave up on me
you always help
you cared for me, shared weal and woe too
you are really one special person
haha extremely horny more thn yeeling
but not in a extreme way
you joked with me made me laugh brought alot of joy into my life.
now looking back i wonder
if i didn meet you who would i be spending my second half of the yr with
after "the incident"
you always gave me moral encouragement
and ii have no idea what you do
but wahtever you did it made me happy ;D
thank you so much cm
and i'm so sry i always ask you crazy questions
i know you didn like answering them
and also hearing them from me
but cm you also ask me before le
haha so we are squared
YOU LIM CHEARMIN stop being emo le
when i was down and out you came and pulled me up
now when you are out
i can't sit by one side i see you rot
i want to help
i need to help
and this is suepr difficutl since we are in diff classes
but as the sayin goes " when there is a will, there's a way"
i'll do whatever i can
and more
CM if you read this know tt i want to help
i need to help
let me help
than k you fro helping me, for healing me
now let me do the same for you
thank you cm
<3 you all the same ~

16 july

2009-07-16T03:54:00.001-07:00

oh well wanted to post pics but blogger won't let me. so if you wanna see go my facebook ;D
haha ok today was boring seriously. Mrs charles was more monotone more boring thn usual!
as soon as she dismissed the class
many ppl just slpt
so well cause of tt the rest of the day i was pretty much dead
cuidan didn come to sch today
so we couldn finish our board
the huisuo keys were with her XD

in science we have mnstration thn sex
in math we have mensuration thn sets
ok and today i learnt tt
HAPPY = being crazy

and well now i'm like rushing out
my cecelia ahern books
namely love rosie a place called here
and i so wanna read ps i love you
haha

still got trouble bout birthday plans.
oh well i think i won't celebrate it afterall
its not like i'm impt or smth
i'm juz regular person
haha would be nice if ppl wished
as in when they aren't reminded by others
or when they see my and go "oh shoot"
thn come by wishing
it is nice when ppl actually remeber it
remembering is all that's enough

for some reason phyllis kept laughing today
she was hysterical
we were crazy
while the entire class was quiet
when lin cher came
she and i were singing
if you're happy and you know...
haha and all sorts of crazy things

i asked her this riddle:
forwards i'm heavy backwards i'm not what am i?
phyllis : breast?
*staring blankly at her*
Phyllis: cause its in front of you i actually wanted to say buttocks but its behind of you
*errr...*
phyllis: oh god i can't believe i'm influenced by my brother
*don't worry phyllis me too. marcus influenced me too, he is so sick!*

also alot of people are falling sick
ppl who missed school since school reopened last wk
Denise
Elwin
Jermaine
yupp tt's all
and lin cher moved our places again
this time chawit was swopped with joel
haha its gonna be noisy again
maybe not so much for chawit
but joel still as noisy haha
ms kor came into class today and saw joel sitting at chawit's previous seat
she said: oh joel did you swop places?
joel shaked his head
MK: oh i prefer chawit being here more
*rolls on floor laughing*

Oooo Oooo
today i found out that my traits are mostly dominanat
and i'm PTC dominant!
haha
that PTC testing paper thingy
was so bitter
*bleh*
haha for pics go to http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/teehee.rawr0.o?v=photos&so=0&sb=0
haha bye~
shalalalala...*dumdumdum*
shalala in the morning.
o o o
shalalalala...*dumdumdum*
shalala in the sunshine...;D

13 july

2009-07-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

haha oh well my 50th post. ;D
ok well it was fun for the past few days ;D
have you wanted something alot?
wanted it so much that you could do anything to get it?
when finally you get it
you are elated
but then you don't get to use/play it
you finally found what you where looking for, and then you lose it again.
its sad hiaz~
and now mozilla won't let me upload pictures!!!
mozilla is cruel

ok well ytd went to eat dinner
to celebrate father's day
which was 4 weeks ago
haha XDDD
had both fun and disturbed
i've been feeling alot like this lately
when i'm with my cousins
maybe its due to the age gap i guess
they are much older then me and my brothers

ok well today was in school
was pretty much the same again
i think the zhengzhou exchange students
wrote really nice poems
and well yeeling has been really close and is a really great friend of mine

haha the thing now is that yeeling's birthday is just 5 days away from mine
we say we want to celebrate it together
but if i celebrate it on 18/19 weekend
then it will be unfair to yeeling cause her's will be like one week away
but if we celebrate it on25/26 weekend
she complains that it'll be unfair to me
cause my birthday's already over
so we are kinda in a dilemma
we want to celebrate together so can safe money for friends ;D
see so thoughtful!

the sec ones huibao on friday was great
they did really well
GOOD JOB SEC ONES
see there was nothing to be afraid of
congrats
haha yeeling went around giving free hugs so did i
the guys were freaked out
when yeeling hugged glen and jason
jeffrey was in a sense shocked
haha awwww nobody to hug jeffrey haha

i'm really glad actaully cause
though i may have problems with friends
but i am sill happy i've got a big group
that i can share weal and woe
and i'm happy to know that they actually confide in me
its really heart-warming
i always think that if you can confide in someone,
that person has to be someone you trust well

oh well i guess that's all
haha pictures next time
got to go do D&T le
*sighs deeply*

9 july

2009-07-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

ok well there's only like 1 hour plus plus till hannah's birthday!!!
*clap clap*
if only i could go celebrate with her.
however, tomorrow there is CCA
the sec 1s are having their huibao
and i need to go take photos
i'm like stuck in between
i really wanna attend both
but more of hannah cause hannah's my really really good close friend
and yet here i am with CCA
comm post senior to sec 1 junior

ok well anyways today school was simply to put it one word boring
started out with english well
i did like it
had a rel fun time
of soemthing quite like a debate
ooo ooo i really hope we can have debates in class~!!!!

thn after english had geog
ooo Mrs Charles was really angry sh said
2B i'm dissappointed with you, can't you even get into groups
or smth like tt
haha

ok thn recess i went down cause need to look for panda and monkey to pwn them!!!
but alas they were scared they didn come haha
so i went o eat recess
met hannah who had her buddy rdy
her buddy 16 yrs old, yanhui i think quite pretty
*hint hint weitai*

thn went for science were i met guangjun and elwin's buddy
didn talk to them though
haha they were saying guangjun's buddy who is taller is more handsome thn elwin's
ok thn science lab we had to find out who were infected
and the infected ppl with HIV were to go round infecting other
ok so suay suay me and phyllis got "HIV"
hiaz~ we weren't as clean as we thought haha
ok i got my X chromosomes with HIV
and phyllis go her Y chromosomes with HIV
so thus i began my mass infection
hah and i think i infected every single one of the classmates
yay HIV!!!!
oh well it was fun though pinhao wasn't happy when we infected his
i guess he wants to remain clean
and well Mdm Kor is not pregnant haiz~

thn after sciene had math which was boring and it passed through
thn after tt went to do QSE
haha thn had to check particulars
for some reason, the guys were so surprised my dad's a SAF personnel
haha yay daddy!!!
NAVY officer Master warrant Ching Choon Poh XDDD
they kept debatin whether my dad's a high ranking officer or not
but i guess he is cause i just think so hee

ok thn went for audition which started at 3pm
audition for a film by EN production a chinese horror film called "forgotten tears"
which is cool
cause i'm always freaked out by horror movies so if i could get in
i'd get to see thn i won't be afraid anymore(:
tralalala~
ok was nervous at first cause me and a few others had to try for 2 roles,
both supporting due to our height
*tsk*
ok was fun really
even if not i know i won't get in
but its the experience that counts
and i rally enjoyed myself so yay!

was really tired os i slept on bus 38 from expo all the way to 201
i won't be surprised if i was robbed during this time
hiaz~
but there was a lady sitting beside me who only got off at 201 where i was already awake
so yay!
haha today took pics too but shall post some other time
now gtg do some work le ++ its also late rdy haha nites!
*darn so many typo errors hiaz~*

8july

2009-07-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

haha ok today lesson was also pretty much very relaxed.
but we had 3 periods of chinese!!!!
arrrggghhh
3 periods. tt is alot!
cause tmr we have to take ms lim chinese period to do the actual QSE
so she used today's SEL to teach chinese.
hiaz~
P.E well ytd mr koh promised if we made it down to class by 10 min we copuld play games
but he didn come...
he had to go for some kind of robotics competition
so bleh he tricked us
and mr lim made us ran for 12 min aound the court + the field
very tiring.and i started to have stitches
bleh stupid stomach
thn lessons were boring..so i shall skip
mrsg thn came for lit
she briefed us alot bout the choices we can make for subject combi
it sounded really scary
god i'm dreadin every minute of tt day to come
and i doubt i can even score under 10 pnts for o lvl
hiaz~ how to get into JC le??
ok thn went for D&T make up class
mr gey very strict
which is wow
i thought mr tay was strict
well he still is
thn met phyllis at tampines to buy hannah her birthday present
poor phyllis she waited for over 1 hr
thn weitai and lisa shuang yue
so phyllis was very angry
not so much at weitai cause from him its expected
well weitai i hope you will learn
thn wen tto get hannah her present yay!
i think its really nice ;D

7 july

2009-07-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

haha ok first off a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the following:
1. JERMAINE------29 june
2. LIXIN-----------7 july
3. CUIDAN---------7 july

and for the month of july, there are still many more to come!
well today was the first day of school
and it started off with a test.
the book quiz test.
little wheat on wheels[everyone] and the call of the wind[me only]
ok the test was quite easy lucky for me cause i didn manage to finish de book.
i only finished at chtp 7
which luckily for me was where most of the details were until
ok thn second page fill in the answer yourself i only know how to do 3.
the call of the wind, well i didn read tt book at all!
i only heard bout it when i went to CCH main for some kind of book club and they talked bout it.
so lucky for me i HAD to go XD
ok today we pretty much very relaxed. no pressure
other thn Mr seow[math] class we had no proper lesson
ok maybe not except for P.E by Mr koh.
mr koh taught me rugby last year. didn like it
thn we got Mrs charles for Geog. she seems really nice
but her accent is tat too strong for my taste.
science will still be mrs koh
chinese lin cher
elit Mrs G!!!!!!!
D&T is mr gey.
well tt's the list of teahcers i'm having for this semester
and MRS HUDD LEFT ANGLICAN!!!!!
when i heard it from phyllis i was shocked.
seriously
i mean like why did Mrs hudd have to leave
no why did she leave?
oh well thn at SEL period we went down to tower hall where they talked bout the QSE we did
they pinpointed the questions tt well were very obvious they'd pinpoint
afterwards CDS girls went to see cailaoshi for breifing.
haha ok thn went to tampines for lunch.when went home was like really late le!!!!
but mama didn scold.luckliy.
tmr will be a better day i know it

last 2 days

2009-06-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

oh well i'm really getting tired of mantaining a blog mostly for some unforeseen circumstances and no really cause i don't want to anymroe. well on sunday 28th june yay we finally had our cousin outing. haha well we went to kallang. we could hav gone to fuji but they wanted kallang. don really know why though. kallang is like so far for them. they stay in the west like jurong east holland and somewhere near assumption english. oh well we wanted to go ice skating aanyways ;D haha the xing guang da dao pk audition/tryout was held at kallang. marcus said he saw shawn tok there.bleh. haha just kidding. ok thn we went skating. nigel said he first time skate but he skated real well. so did gary and chel. haha chel and i were lazy so we kept geeting the two of them to pull us instead of us skating ourselves. anyways everyone got bruises and blisters from all that skating well everyone except me and my brothers. thn we went to geylang. for dinner. we went to eat beef horfun. it was really nice. we wanted to eat durian but well we didn hiaz~. ok thn eric joined us and we decided to go walk that rally long suspended bridge. that was chosen over sentosa. it was very tiring having to walk so much but fun the scenery was relly nice. i really enjoyed myself and the time spent. :] thn we went to vivo to grab a drink before heading home.nigel wanted to send us back to tampines before he went home but that was crazy he stops at boon lay which is the far end of singapore from where tampines is. and gray wanted to send us home but if he did thn chelsey and eric and gary will reach home late. so i wanted to just go home by ourselves. in the end gary send us home still using nigel's GPS!!!!

hiaz~ my friends agreed to go ice skating with me this holiday but i guess that won't be happening le. and i'm still having my holiday! wheee~ while everyone is attending school i'm at home. haha but i'd rather go to school at least in school i don't have to sit in front the computer all day long. elearning is boring and really really tiring.

ok thn ytd was jerm's birthday.we were suppose to meet at 11.45 for lunch and thn go play but my mom wasn't home yet so i couldn't leave the house. when she came back and agreed to give me money and go out it was already 1+.so i rushed to ehubi was suppoe to get jerm's prezsent first but there wasn't time.they kept pressing me to hurry there.i met them at orchid bowl. jerm adn her "elder brother" was playing bowling and the rest of them were just watching[: when asked why didn they bowl they said oh cause if i bowled the ball will just enter the gutter. oh well so i wanted to play so i did. haha. ok jer's "elder brother" is called zing. he's from anglican too. but strangely i've never seen him in anglican before. he gave me a zhitao cross bao shiyong cross josiah cross jiahao feel. haha so many ppl. ok they said it was zing's first time playing but he was so good! i really think he was lying. oh hmm chearmin vivian phylllis and hannah and zing celebrated jer's birthday with her. me too duh. haha i heard that edbert waas suppoe to join too but he didn. cause he was singing Kbox with his other friends.
after bowling we went up to the nebo cafe where hannah got to eat her crispy waffle ice creaam and phyllis got her drink. we sa downw and just joked. thn jer exclaimed: where's zing? we all didn noe and jer kept calling and calling. it turned out that he went to get jer a blueberry cake. which was like super sweet of him to do so. i was surprised shannon wasn't there ytd though. ok thn we went to the arcade Xzone. they wanted to take a neoprint. and jer wanted edbert in it too so we waited for edbert to come. whille waiting we played gogo ball! heehee it was so fun! everyone liked it yes! thn we went on to take the print. after the picture, the girls went to do the picture so i decided that i wanted to play some arcade before time was out. so i went to play daytona. haha i won the first round. yay! thn i lost ...twice well i think more thn tt.haha thn we met up back with the girls and went on to play basket ball. OMG jer+ zing =super good at basketball. together they got a score of over 150!!!! hannah and phyllis had to leave soon after and we continued playing. well jer and cm went to cut the neoprints out, zing went to play para para so vivian and i went to watch. to him was like cheesecake. talking bout cheese, zing jermaine,phyllis and vivian are abnormal. they don't like cheese! chearmin me and hannah all like! see cheese is so gret i can even name you reasons why.
1. its tasty
2. its nice to eat
3. its so delicious
4. its made of milk
5. it has calcium
6. it makes your bone grow stronger
7. it makes me grow taller ;DDDDDD
8. it makes people happy
9. it goes well with fries [yeah cheese fries]
10. i know alot of people who like cheese and they are happy people.

see with so many good reasons how can one not like cheese??!!!?!?!?!
ok haha cm and i tried the step para para and did real badly haha.
jer went to find edbert to pass him the neoprints cause he left right after taking them.
ok cause jer saw zhengju she came out real sad and hugged zing. aww tt was so sweet. also cause zing didn push jer away. that scene was so familair oh yeah haha i saw something like tt many a times before. so see who says guys and girls can't be best friends they can only either be a couple or have limited contact [unless interested in the other]. haha thn it was rainin. we only had 3 umbrellas but there were 5 of us. i suggested tt cm vivian and me shared 2 and zing and jer shared 1. haha ok they din want tt. haha he kept saying to me if you were a guy i would so beat you up right now. thn ooooo lucky that i'm a girl i'm sooooo scared. haha XDDDDD

hmwk left

math both that prac questions and last wk's 8 question
geog article
english project
el book review
hcl wkbk [i don think i hav the bk yet i can't find it]
d&t structure worksheet

done hmwk

chinese composition
benchmark
science project
23/6's enjoy edu
malay assignment wk 1 & wk 2's
english literature[ poem]
science assignment [genes]
english [compre+vocab+summary]
d&t [mindmap]
anglish task 1
science workbook

whoops

2009-06-11T04:50:00.000-07:00

haha oh well i guess its been a really long time since i last blogged actaully i didn wanna blog de due to some reasons but well since i had nothin to do. okay well haha i havent really done much homework.well lets see i've completed science and 1 heymath. the malay ccm de cannot work!!!dunno why. haha ok fashion show was fun! X3 and for some reason i dunno why everytime there's fashion show thingy i haven't been able to get through a day without getting glitter all over me D: okay thn i've also been going back to school to help e beloved sec 1's paixi. haha and yeah grace keeps bullyin me as usual. thn cause of grace bullyin me, yitain started to bully me too! okay when there's yitian there's yewtong [yaodong] there too! so yeah they bully me. haha thn they found out tt bullyin yeeling was so much more fun so they gave up on bullyin me and went along bullyin yeeling. haha yeeling is always being bullied ;D haah yitian is panda and yaodong is rabbit. they call yeeeling monkey cause they say her dp looks like her picking some kind of flea thn wantin to eat it haha. and yeah thn they came and call me piggy. but they are all nice an extremely cute and farnee juniors. they are so damn cute la. haha i think i'm vey lucky to hav them as juniors. XD

XDDD

2009-05-18T01:41:00.000-07:00

ok well seriously long time never blog le too lazy.

well exams are finally over!

and todae we got back 2 papers amely history and english compre

i think i did real badly T.T

especailly for history haha yeeling was counselling me

exams ended on friday and well while yeeling went out to celebrate with joel.t

me carmen wenjing chearmin and samantha went to eat lunch

and haha wenjing and carmen got my brothers handphone no. n are spamming it

haha wenjing is very creative and her nursery ryhnms are all so funny

haha we wanted to go 18 chefs but it wasn open yet so we setttled for KFC.

haha we also found out that the guys were going to pinhao's house to play

namely pinhao...chawit tangsucharivitchit...aunty andy

ok well when we went to pet safari carmen fell in love with this fishich she thought looked deppressed and or has down syndrom

and i saw a no i mean 3 starfishies they were damn cool haha

cm thought they were fake

ok thn during weekend as i was shopping with my parents i saw sims 3 in stores

well not really it was meof pre-order

but it costs only $74.90!!!!

and you'll also get a 2GB thumbdrive it looks damn cool

[its an sim icon you know that lil green diamond shape thingy]

and an expansion pack ofyour choice

also you get a free download of some sports car

sounbds nice right!

haha go buy!

ok well getting back to today

i was revising with daryl science and we were going throught the topic on diversity

so asked him

me: what body covering does the lion have

daryl: fur or hair

ok so that was correct

me:what does it eat

daryl: meat

bingo again

me what habitat does the lion live in

daryl:forest, no i mean jungle

me:huh?

daryl: lake?

me: daryl?!?!

daryl: i know ZOO!

me: burst out laughing

he ried to argue with me that that is where the lions live

well he is not wrong but that aion't its natural habitata...

i think its gonna be a long day......

30 april

2009-04-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

haha i finally decide to blog again after a long while...i was too busy lazing around.well okay haha well yuupps alot of things happened within this short period. yes yes i've been having rpoblems but i've learnt one thing well 2 things. 1) don't assume people to understand wad you are trying to bring across. people view things differently as you never think that they do. 2) why bother about how many different others view you..just be contented and treausre and love wad you have around you and hold these dear to you. yupp so though i've ben worried and troubled but i can say i learnt and grew stronger. even though i've heard these daoli s for very much long now well not number 1 but number 2 but i've never seemed to apply it. everything seemed pretty smooth going for me. i was one of the lucky few to have been hidden from me for my childhood years. the time when you are growing. however it has also caused me to be stubborn obnoxious and well one may say bitchy. oh well it has been a smooth 12 years of my life the rest well i just hope their good ones.

ok well lets see haha yupp as i've mentioned chawit tangsucharitvichit is damn random he call me to tell me something tt doesn really concern me and said he told me cause he trusted me ..aw...ya right but well nice to now anyway. ok ya my uncles wedding was hell yeah good a time. i had fun! okay so you see my cousins and i had always wanted to take a cousin photo a one much like nowadays in sch you take batch photos and group photos well we wanted to take one with all our cousins together. but there have always been the case tt one or more ain't around so we couldn't.furthermore everyone was dressing up real nice. and haha some ppl think my cousins are good lokking. well ah i think ok la. haha ok so yep i shall post some others can be found on facebook ^-^(yay facebook!yay restaurant city! yay playfish!)

okay thn i was notified tt i was going for ideas-in-action for D&T held today at suntec city. okay so well very rush for us cause well yeah e only knew on monday and had very lil time to prepare. tuesday we had paper one omg i tell i'm so gonna flunk it la! morning we had english compo okay well news report we had to writ on english language week.so well i did but thn the starting was real funny so i re-wrote it. compo i did on what are some of the major problems teenagers are facing nowadays? so ya i was writing,writing thn ir ealsied tt i'm suppose to leave a line so i didn .thus i decided tor ewrite. 2nd re-written compo of the day. okay thn chinese, i'm so gonna flunk it this too!. sihan(letter writing) i wrote for damn long thn chinese compo bu ting xun so i also re wrote so i re-wrote like 3 times so shyttie.after compo paper we went to find mr tay for round one preparation of ideas-in-action.haha ok was quite boring cause there were sec1's and mr tay had to constantly go help out.so he was like running in and out. wednesdays wasn as much. mr tay bought pizza and Mc's for us to eat and yup we practiced and played poker and played with e crocodile and with ham and er!!!

today..well time seemed to pass real slowly. as in really slow. and we had 2 whole periods during homeEC to finish up our end-of-project group reflection. ahahas so yipps had loads a timeto complete it. so ya i went o talk to phyllis.but ended up talking to shunkai. and realised alot of stuff i didn noe.well mostly cause i've never found a itme to sit dwon and talk to him.well shunkai,aged 13++ ex- parkview basketballer (o.0 i was shocked too) considered as an above average in his cca. current anglican high National Cadet Corps. and he is an lil guy who is older thn me. pooee. haha and yup also many other things ^^ haha okay thn we rushed to find mr tay.(we were thinking oh paul must be sitting in the D&T room resting) so we rushed faster.when we got there noone was there yet sigh.rushed for no reason. ok thn we headed to suntec and mr tay bought starbucks for us.omg i juz realised starbucks so ex! (p/s i've never been to starbucks) one drink is like 5.50!!! oh well it was delicious and hongyu's drink was the prettiest rofl.ok thn paul and hongyu had to go in it was their turn.i was starting to get like super nervous.thn us i went in the judges were very nice though.but asked us alot of chim questions like is it going to flow by electric current or by sund waves.how are you going to connect the wires togther and other very very chim terms of technology tt i don't noe.i think pinhao and shenyong and carmen and vivian can answer these. bloodly chim la and i totally blanked i tell you i think like half the time i was contradicting myself i didn noe how to answer! omg i came out i almost wanted to cry thn ya paul and hongyu went in.desiree and phyllis came out. okay well i think they all did better thn me.i'm so sry cm i totally ruined it. i think paul and hogyu has the highest chance of getting the sponsor to create the product. haha well i took alot of pictures too!

finally anglican high's basketball match! whoo~ girls won 39-61 i think and well guys lost but it was an intense and thrilling battle.90-69 weiqiang was injured in the process and dunman's 14 and 7 very pro. 7 is a great 3-pointer while 14 is great and snatching the ball. but anglican was great too. their hardwork is prasiable! haha confirm can de! jyjy bu yao huixin

26 april

2009-04-29T05:44:00.001-07:00

Really wanted to post for long but was too lazy.okay well 26 april Cds went to watch huangcheng a show by hwachong i think.& i couldn't why?well cause it was my uncle's weddin.so early in e morn we headed to my grandma's hse where e couple prayed and ate tangyuan.haha.thn we went home and well i slept til.3+.i was damn tired.oh and i realised chawit is real random.haha.at night we went to mt fabar safra for dinner.haha and took a cousin pic(: i had loads a fun.haha there are many others but i can't post them now nor can i continue anymore cause i'm using my phone to blog.Hiaz haha well gtg nx time use com thn blog long one le ha! Jyjy ahs.jy harmonica for syf tmr(:

25/4

2009-04-24T19:39:00.000-07:00

okay actually i didn want to post at all but well yeah alot of thoughts hav been rumaging through my mind. basically all was from comm election.till now the seniors questions still go through my head.wad they said what they asked and what where their reactions to both me and my batchmates.the sec3 and the sec4. well all i can say is tt comm election was harsh.hurtful disccouraging yes but well yeah that's all part of choosing the right ppl to be in CDs comm.before election i was very happy and excited they senior weren't tt hard on the sec3 maybe cause well yeah they are alrdy in comm and well i guess its juz confirming?? i dunno. well i think several batch mates did realwell like jieling, cuidan,yirou,elon,cheryl,eugene i think these are the few tt's gonna enter comm. til now i'm still in a sense toubled by what the seniors hav said. from ytd til i selpt to todday now. the remarks and questions they've posed. i don't think shld reveal but ya well was sad to hear but actually happy to know.comm elcetion was well dicouraging.i'm actually thankful that they told me such things and more grateful to cheryl fro being so frank with me. times change and i am no longer in primary school my attitude and personailty must change with time. well there were misunderstanding both on my and others part but i'm real glad tt some were cleared up. i'm thankful to my batch for being so frank with their feelings towards me. it was well emotional tt day for most of us.

like for cheryl : peggy i don't really like you i feel as if you don't give me any respect.it really hurts.i find your personality weird cause you're just too frank and don't consider others feelings in the process.[and something like tt]

well this caused me to pause and consider. sec sch and pri sch is diff the ways that worked in my primary sch cannot be applied here. my batch members also told me how they felt bout me.and well they aren't good.but at least they have the courage to tell me and i applaude them for that.for not many have at the least bit to tell me so. since i'll have to work with them for the remaining years in AHS i'm happy that the decide to clear things up with me.painful hurtful to hear yes but at least they decide to clear it up.

and well through this comm election, i understand more bout my btach and well things aren't always as they seem. and learnt that ppl tend to wear a mask before they approach you. a whole new side of CCa was seen ytd and it is a very scary side i may add.CCA well it will never be the same again.facing CCA mates will also not be alike

shit him

2009-04-22T02:50:00.000-07:00

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looks like there has been a mistake in mr yeows morning announcement. it seems tt they have made a big wrong mistake. AHSCDS got only silver for SYF not gold. mr yeow apparently made a big mistake. we only got silver. we only got silver. we only got silver. we only got silver. i cannot take it i wanna break down. i think i'm gonna emo. how can he make such a big mistake. does he know how much emotional hurt it has caused all of us. sob.sobbing.sobbed.stopped.cry.crying.cried.stopped.weep.weeping.wept.stopped. i know its saddening but look on the bright side we got silver.its still a good grade ain't it? we shall learn from this and improve.

i just found out the chi bi zhi zhan grp from SJI got gold. and while we got silver. that chi bi zhi zhan the one which looked like lil kids play. though we only got silver i'm happy cause we did well and i think we did so much beetter thn SJI's chi bi zhi zhan

22/4

2009-04-22T01:22:00.001-07:00

omg omg i cannot believe it!!! ahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhaha
AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!AHSCDS got gold!
i want to but shld i what the heck..
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i'm like so damn happy now! 2 years ago anglican high's own chinese drama society sent in KLZM and came back with a wow silver. this year anglican high's chinese drama society sent in EMO for SYF central judging. it came back with an amazing gold! and i am very happy for i was part of the process too! SYF like xiangying brings back alot of memories though the preparation for SYF wan't as long as xiangying and even though i didn feel as attached to SYF as i was for xiangying. However, being back on stage meant alot to me. To be on stage, to see the lights shining on the actors. It gives me a sense of accomplishment. though i didn perform as one of the actors on stage but just by being there, being part of the performance, it felt great too!
i can happily say SYF? AHSCDS we got gold...and i was part of it. thought it wasn't much

welll i know there was somth else tt happened to me todae but i can't rmb. i spent like the whole P.E lesson trying to rmb it but i can't so oh well. oh 2B played against 4K cap ball during P.E and we own out loud! WHOOOO~ go 2B. 2B棒 2B best. 2B beat you to your death..whoops haha.
okay well and ya lessons were boring as usual.but today we had our science Dynamics test. but yes i'm gonna so fail. the draw retangle thing i screw up le so bye bye 3 marks. thn part one got one question say mass 2kg, forward force 6N, acceleration 1m/s2. but everyone say it is constant speed not acceleration so ya tt one also die le lor. okay todae phyllis and i didn slack as much.reason being, well i don't like slacking during history, science had test, p.e well haha i did slack. mr lim asked us to run 8 rounds( down the stairs, past the stadium, run up the stair again) thus i went to look for my usual p.e slacking partner. candice. well strage cause candice is sports player and well i didn think she would slack during p.e but well she does. so others run 8/7 rounds, we only 5 rounds. whoops haha. thn carmen and i started naming ppl as pokemon.well she started it and i was bored so i just did it for most ppl. haha it started cause aunty andy was playing pokemon in class so carmen and i started talking bout pokemon and she said yeeling looks like wiggly tuff. haha so yeah carmen wanted to be quilava but well it just didn suit her so carmen is now smurgle the drawing/painting pokemon.phyllis is gardevior the physic pokemon. haha. okay well thn we had math so phyllis and i decided to be good girls so we did our work. ahhhh thn we had malay. for those tt don't noe my new malay tr is kinda fierce. but she was suppose to teach us the topic of hari raya. selemat haji and smth else. well so my curious and inquisite class started asking her questions about her religion.and well yeah her whole 45 min period was wasted like tt and well frankly speaking she didn even notice till the bell rang. and the more my class asked the further away were we form the topic of hari raya. we talked bout why cannot eat pork to why cannot wear nail polish and about praying. and to why when a female marries a guy from another religion the guy has to convert, to must a guy curcumsise when he marries a muslim female and yeah got abit horny. thn well haha lesson ended.

ahhhh thn we went for assembly. so well we were seating like this.. carmen thn yunjin me and denise thn meredith.behind were guangjun,shunkai,chawit(he was sitting behind me) zhenyu. so well the sch invited some senior parliment secrety guy called lim ser luck i think.( i think his surname is wrong) well and when he gave his speech well it had nothing to do with international friendship week, even though the assembly was about international friendship week. okay well so ppl were getting bored so well yeeling slept. denise was sleepy too. yunjin and i didn sleep. and the 4 guys behind fell asleep and well haha their posture was all the same.thn denise taught me a cool way to wear shoes yeah haha. okay thn the guys woke up and yeah thn we realised thn zhenyu legs are very long .whoops haha. okay thn for some reason chawit kept blowing at me. i ignored him. thn after assembly i asked him, won't you ever run out of breathe he said neah. haha okay. oh oh and yeah shunkai wanted to sit with zhenyu and chawit. the 3 of them recently became best friends cause they all play rubrics. so shunkai and zhenyu approached me to change seats with them. so well they kept pleading and pleading.and well let's just say their way of persuasion and reasons are very...errr unique. haha so well i asked zhenyu to give me 2 reasons why i shld change, 1) you'll be making someone very happy. [well okay tt's acceptable] and well he couldn't come up with no. 2. but finally i relented and agreed but mr seow came in so too bad boys. haha well yeah tt's all i guess.
replies to taggs
jermain: yo peggy, tagged [19 april]
oh hiie jermiane i shall tagg at yours soon
Yeeling: THINK PEG ; THINK PRES. Vote Peg for Pres, your hope for a breakthrough xD
A ; Peggy . B ; Peggy . C ; Peggy . D ; Peggy . E ; All of the above (: Yeeling's answer: (E)
PEGGY ~ you should stop going around asking whether i can be pres anot.
you know i cant. you know it. the sky would have fallen if i can even get into comm
so , tomorrow stop asking okay? [20 april]
well yeeling no stop it with tt slogan. and well i didn go around asking rdy did i?
ChERyl: hey peggy.i dont agree with you that our batch is seprated. i mean okay maybe at the first part of xy.but are you blaming xy for it?i think thats not reasonable.moreover,i think our batch now is much more BONDED than ever before.though elections are scary,i think its still part f cca-something you love(:okay....hmmmm...yupp.i just think that our batch is a lot more bonded lah.aiyo!xD [21 april]
okay cheryl well yes elections are bloody scary. and it isn really more BONDED when we spilt into diff teams, we got slighty worse.yes i know we all do love cca so we have to do our part to help keep this bond.
21 Apr Yeeling: in a way i agree with horny porny. I think our batch is getting better, in a way.
Cause we learned loads of xy
maybe some of us are still not intact with the batch, but we're getting better xD alot better than the starting of xy.
We'll put in alot more effort to show EVERYONE that our batch can be bonded (:
Jiayou for comm ; my dear friend xD
okay fine but yes we will all do smth to make our batch bond again

well its 2 days to comm election bout one week to paper one and i dunnno how many days to exam.and about 6 weeks to china immersion trip!!!!

Daryl

2009-04-20T03:12:00.001-07:00

Haha lol

random pics over the few days

2009-04-20T02:52:00.001-07:00

17/4- QGY CDs ppl queuein up for food

xinting trying her best to pop the sparkling juice[ it was damn nice to drink]

ACJC- outside the theatre!

ACJC-oka this is just plain right random

ACJC- randoming again

AHS-QGY- the teachers happily enjoying their meal

haha yay the sparkling juice and huijuan behind o.0 so unglam

haha agar agar

*.^ ecliar i want ecliar but i didn get to eat any...sad

20/4- haha hsinning's lion.

hsinning's lion again whoopps i guess not in order

my papa resting after eating all that food..[we went to sizzler]

my mother busy choosing what to eat

awww after a full meal daryl went to sleep

cute lion right?

top view!

the many faces of the lion

lion haha

20/4

2009-04-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

okay well my mama's brithday was ytd. and haha i had fun even though it wasn't like any of the past years. well we had dinner twice and just cut a cake sang song and yep tt's all. very simple this year. but also a very filling one haha.

well this is for today...

ok well i dunno i'm kinda scared nowadays.no not because exams are drawing near.but because of this friday's comm voting. well my batch was told to think of a speech to give if we were thinking of joining comm. well ppl who know me. i don't go around no i won't go 大家好我是来自2B的郑珮琪，我想在comm里当_____，我认为我有本事率领中文戏剧学会，能把它带好。不只会做好自己的本分，我也会做个好榜样给学弟学妹看。etc. well obviouslyi won't go like tt. if you ask me wad post i wanna take up well i don't have any idea. i just want to do my best for this CCA in which i lov. and not just to get more CCa points or do tt job because i like it. i wanna play my part in this CCA too. i wanna help, even if i can't make it a better place i wanna to at least do my given job well. i may not know much but i can learn. however..i'm scared... i've heard many things from yeeling who hears it from her sources. form wad i know its a sec 3 senior. well i heard tt they chose ppl not based on their potential not based on they capability. but on things like their personality. and today i heard tt the first round of selection will be based on populartiy amongst the seniors. i think tt is just crap. i don't know bout many of you but i feel tt when you choose someone for commm...tt person must have the leadership skills and must be able to bring about the whole cca. one shouldn't choose based on looks..on popularity. yes it is important tt one is more favourable in front of the seniors but 实力 is much more important. choosing for comm isn some kind of 选美比赛 nor is it some 歌唱比赛 where you need to be likeable to be able to go far. when i heard tt i waas shocked...scared. i thought choosing someone for comm would be a fun thing and tt person tt has been choosen will be able to lead well. but from what i've heard this is just merely a competition on who is more likeable. i'm scared terrified even. of this whole other side of cca i've never seen before. ain't cca suppose to be enjoyable? to be a time where you group together with other people whom share the same interest as you, to have fun, indulging yourself in something you love to do. yeeling has coem far herself. she joined cca at the beginning cause of peer pressure. she didn enjoy herself in CDS at all. but now being through it all she is loving more thn ever. enjoying every minute of it. so am i every day i'm pending, waiting for the time, for friday where i can enjoy cca. i'm also afraid. the batch is already so spilt up due to xiangying. as each of us were spilt into 3 diff groups...mo ju, moju daoju and KLZM. we spent a long time of 9 months with very little interaction with each other except for amongst ourselves in our own groups. i'm afriad tt my batch will spilt even more seeing tt people in comm will be further separated from the rest of us. the bond between my batch mates isn strong already.another few blows and we will all go our separaten ways. i don't wish of the arrival of tt day but what can a mere person like me do. if no one wants to help in this i'm at lost too. however, i do believe, i believe that there is still a glimmer of hope, a HOPE for better , that we will all become back to the way we were when we were all attending class together.....

well frankly speaking no one in my batch wants to be the vice-pres or well they don't seem to show any interest in becoming the vice-pres. maybe they are just paiseh who knows. anyways i'm afriad for well the seniors and teachers don't think that my batch has anyone with the least bit potential to lead well ain't tt"encouraging"?

okay well so today i went around asking people: if there was no one in my batch tt wants to be the vice-pres of CDS do you think yeeling can be?

well some people think so people like....

pinhao, who couldn decide kept saying i dunno maybe yes.no? well tat irritating cause i wanted a definite answer.

kenneth, ya sure why not?

chearmin, haha can ma why cannot?

and many others. i realised tt many peoples concern when approached and asked were. i dunno how yeeling is during cca. but there is also others who beg to differ.

carmen, no she wwill wreck CDS she cannot do it.

elwin, hmm let me think [pauses to think] NO

chawit, haha you're joking right? haha so funny. (i told him that i was serious) oh ..cannot la.

so well yeeling was happy tt people didn think she could do it. for she did not want to take up this responsibility herself. she didn think she could do it. but well out of the many people that i asked... more thn 70% of people tt i asked thought she could do it. haha i'm gonna continue my research tmr bwahahaha.and yep i took alot of pics of hsinning's lil present its bloody cute

on the 17.april.

2009-04-20T01:45:00.000-07:00

ok well actually there has been alot of things i wanna talk bout.well ok i didn blog cause i didn touch the com over the weekend..my family was celebrating my mama birthday over the weekend. ok well talk bout CCA first. friday was EMO's SYF so ya me and yeeling well we skipped sch the whole day. okay wasn't as fun as i thought it would be i was slacking in the tower hall for a very long while thn dingding came and asked if anyone wanted to0 play cards so yyay we did. haha thn EMO came and we did rehearsal.thn we left sch at 10.30.throughly boring thn we headed for ACJC! i was getting abit nervous as we waited outside the threatre.turns out that the people at ACJC wanted to have lunch so we all waited and waited til 12.10 when the people in charge came back.we were put into groups so AHDCDS was put into this group of with four others. first to go on was CAT high. i don't know if they did well but ya the ending was abit abrupt. next was AHSCDS!! whoooo~ i think we did a pretty darn good job haha. nx was VS okay i don't really get the show it sounded very china-ish.have the china accent there so was hard to understand. after which was SJI omg the actors were so cute la. they looked like small lil kids.they portrayed chibi zhizhan. yes you didn read wrongly, red cliff. ok but was more of like little kids playing la. have alot of english and immature stuff added in the play. lastly it was well i dunno wad sch it was but it was about tarot cards. anyways i had fun i felt alot like Xiangying when i was on stage. it felt great to relieve the xiangying moments...it felt real nice.

thn we headed back to sch to prepare for 庆功宴。yes sadly i only realised it was 庆功宴 2 days before and not 庆公演i kept thinking it was for celebrating our succesful public performance. anyways so there we sat..in the avt from 3-about 6 listening to our seniors feeling son xiangying. it was real touching to hear how they had feel towards the group they were in chrage of the hhardships and enjoyable times they had during this long journey. thn each group namely EMO, KLZM, MOJU, 我们就到这, were each given a bottle of sparkling juice to share. so yep we popped it yay!!! ok well my batch wanted to serve food but thn the sec 3's beat us to it so well yeah we were a bit sad. well thn we had like an hour of dinner before proceeding to watch the xiangying short video made by our dear huijuan. thn llb told us to go home. so well yeah we did. happy? NO! we didn want xiangying to end like this! xiangying had alrdy such a wonderful fullstop to it. however there came along this qgy. seniors say. fun during QGY have to be created yourself. you cannot just wish for it to happen. but the point is well my batch still isn really bonded and well it just isn fun like tt. yeeling me and jason headed back to sch. so did eugene but we didn relaly go there we just stayed at the MRT entrance. so well tt was how QGY was. i was dissappointed though i know tt i am at fault to for it being so unfun for me! so i cannot blame noone.

16 april

2009-04-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

okay omg i'm like so freaking out right now!!!!! okay for those people in AHS who have had their SYF congrats on whatever you got. don't be sad there is still nx SYF! for those whoose SYF have not come yet.. JYJYJYJYJY~ okay let's review...AHS band---silver( about 80% of ppl participating got silver) yaya AHS band jyjy you did a great job don't be so disheartened. Dance---Bronze. cheer up dance. you tried your best. but i jus don understand why do you have to pay 31.70? smth like tt for the outfit. in which others wore before alrdy and you hav to return the costume so why are you paying? Choir- gold with honours! wow choir jyjy all the way!

tmr is CDS...i'm very scared right now. for is CDs doesn get at least a silver, we will lose our place in anglican rdy..anyways from missing last period to 10 to now skipping the whole day of sch...ain't SYF great?

random pics again

16/4-me and phyllis we look damn sleepy though

15/4-carmen!!!!!!

15/4-carmen and yeeling

15/4--haha lili

15/4 wenjing

14 april

2009-04-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

okay well ytd we had rehearsal at ACJC(anglo-chinese) so well sch ends at 1.15 but aaron asked us to meet him at 1.20 changed into black shirt jeans and shoes.. it was very rush so we asked mr yeow to let me and yeeling off bit earlier he didn let. so after his lesson ended yeeling and i rushed to the toilet and changed in bout 3 min! yay~ ok thn when we reached outside the tower hall it was alrdy 1.22 yeeling and i were like oh no surely tio meh de. but thn only mingguan was there. and aaron was nowhere to be seen. aaron only came at like 1.27 and he wasn't changed so yeah we rushed for nothin.. thn we took the lorry there yay! whooooooosh~
haha ok well i did type alot more but the internet connection broke thus all my typed gone....lost forever! okay well i can't rmb what i typed anymore. ok well cm pwn sch todae lol. ok i also did but not sch..science remedail. okay i still feel damn guilty but even if i did go i would learn nothing. ms kor said last week " i don't know why are you'll here.if you don't want you can don't come next week."thus i didn go today and well yep i came home and now revising for thurs common test.alot leh..
nvm i typed alot just now but dunno why i click copy nothing was copied but anyways here are some random photos..
kudos to : people, both willing and unwilling parties
sony ericsson for creating such a great product(my phone!)
and lastly the guy tt created electricity, w/o electricity i woulnd't be able to blog now, w/o electricity i wouldn be able to use my phone much less say charge it

above all drawn by yeeling!

haha oooh colours.

colours of okay fine very lil colours

o.o the chocolate eggs pinhao gave

haha them again

13/4- on the lorry

13/4-on the lorry-joel.t eugene yeeling

14/4-in class-me and wenjing(god i look so bad)

14/4-in class-desiree and me

( i don't think i'm phtogenic thus i shall be good and stay behind the camera from now on)

14/4-in class-haha pinhao! we tried taking his pic.he don;t let but i still got it ha! take tt x.x

sunday 12/4

2009-04-12T02:07:00.000-07:00

ok well today just to tell you what happened on friday... okay so my mama and brothers left for my grandma's house at around 9++ in the morning so i was left home alone. okay cca only started at 1 so there was still alot of time so i decided to play sims 2! okay and well my mama didn gimme money so i had maggi mee for lunch. haha i was bored so i created yeeling,phyllis,chearmin. and i was hmm might as well find partners for them thus i created haha sry...andy shunkai chawit. dun ask me why i just wanted random ppl in 2b. ok well it turns out tt these ppl's horoscoped matched well with another and they had great chemistry haha. the pairs are...yeeling and shunkai haha , phyllis and andy and chearmin and chawit[well chearmin's not from 2b but oh well] haha and ya the first pair tt wanted to and got engaged was yeeling and shunkai haha.they had a baby soon after..haha ook tt was just crap.but tt did happen in sims. okay well i went to sch and it was damn boring during cca. okay well we went back to sch during good friday holiday to prepare for SYF! E-M-O was sent in so yup i'm down for it pressing the smoke machine...again...

the smoke machine didn come until cca was about to end. we were suppose to have cca from 2-4 i came earlier to help mark tai[mark the size of the stage] and well the sm came at 3++++++ thn still had to wipe it dry..so ya lanlaoshi wanted a full rehearsal so she wanted to try with the sm. and omg haha cause it tio wet so had to wait til it dry when we tried. whoosh~ a big cloud of smoke overwhelmed all of us. and cuidan started dancing amongst it saying 对不起我的走了byebye. haha okay so everything was real nice. thn at round 4.05 my bro called asking where i was.i said i was still in sch and ya i had to leave for jurong soon. but i still waited til cca ended and i was really touched by llb's fierce yt effective scolding/reminder. saying tt when we started we were better thn EDC and yet now we are lagging behind. the willpower of EDC can be seen but what about CDS? CDS is not trying hard. we must all aim for gold and even if we get silver we will be satisfied for we know we tried our best. however if we only aim for silver, we will only work towards tt and usually end up with bronze. if CDS doesn buck up we will lose our place in this sch even more!

wow...okay thn well i walked down the hill with eugene, joel tan and yeeling. i actually brought the psp in case i was bored but well eugene and joel was there to talk to me. so i wasn so bored haha. joel left at the next stop and eugne left at aljunied so yup i was all alone again. i was standind for until bugis. thn i sat down and listened to music.. i eralised even though its 下班时间 the no. of ppl in the train decreased at city hall and raffles, i thought tt there would be more actually but i was wrong. so i started playing the psps at around red hill there. arrugghhh i was on tt stupid darn train for 50min... my backed ached and my legs were numba. okay so i alighted it was only bout 5.+ so i went to take 143 to my grandma's house at teban gardens frankly i was scared cause i have never gone to my grandmama's house along before. okay so i got there i thought my cousins would be there and we would have a whale of a time but no i was wrong when i arrived, they were gone. i had just missed them. they either went out to play or went home. okay thn adults were playing mahjhong i was watching tv and blabla thn when my mama said it was time to go home it was alrdy 11.35pm. yawn...

ok well i heard tt there were alot of laughs tt day haha. for those tt don't know, durin this time of the year in which we call qingming. we have to go pray to our ancestors. and when we go to the cemetry its rude of us to wlak on others grave/tombstones so we say ahgong zhiemeh.(i think tts hokkien) which means excuse me coming through gonna pray to my ancestor.okay well my youngest brother didn know so my mom taught him tt. so when we were suppose to pray daryl stood before the grave for very long, my uncle asked: daryl what did you pray to the ancestors. he replied happily ahgong zhiemeh. everyone broke out laughing well tt was what i heard thn my maam shared tt when i was much much younger during chinese new year she brought my to pray to the buddha. so well she asked me to 跟佛拜年 so i did but when asked what i said, i replied tt i said 恭喜发财，身体健康. well my brothers laughed hard. so did i but what was i to do i was young thn and even so i can't rmb tt now. haha

9 april

2009-04-09T05:13:00.000-07:00

ok haha let's see today is 9th april..tmr is 10th and tmr is good friday! haha and yup christians would have to go to their churches thus ppl have started asking me whether i'm free to go..ppl listed as in chronological order....

1. pinhao---haha he asked me like i think 2 days ago.okay dunno how we chatted but end up talking bout him being a christian and ya he asked me.haha thn today is class he asked evryone if they wanted to go and i think only zhenyu said he would....sad. ok well they are good friends and i guess zhenyu also at home nothin better to do so might as well XDDD ok i think some ppl in our class can't read.jkjk he wrote tick if you're able to make it or smth like tt.and thn ppl started putting down reasons why they can't make it..weird ppl.furthermore alot of them put i not free on sunday..but he was asking about tmr(a friday)and yaya pinhao gave chocolates...from CANDY EMPIRE

2. my friend from outside..she just randomly asked hey tmr's good friday wanna come my church? haha i said no i wasn't free

3. Vivian---haha well she just called to ask me if i could make it from 9.30-12.30 thn l8r go eat at tampines safra's tt buffet thingy..haha i would really love to go but i can't

haha i think if i could go i would but sadly i can't.my family's buddhist and tmr is qingming which is a day where we will go visit our ancestors. and ya so buddhist don't go to church and listen bout god and tmr will be very boring cause...

1. i've to wake up at like 8++ cause my uncle's coming over to drive us to tt ulu place to pray to our ancestors..not tt i mind but..

2.i've cca at 1pm thus it means tt after we pray for a while at about 11++ i'll have to leave for sch.. cca will be like from 1-4pm. tmr's good friday, other cca's are ok since it is a holiday we shall not have cca. but CDS is since there is a holiday let's all come back for paixi..ya and tt's what makes CDS so 'special'. after 3 hrs of boring paixi..cuause well i've seen it loads a time and i'll be pressing the smoke machine which may be harmful to my body..aftern paixi i'll have to drag my tired heavy body to the MRT station and

3. take the train to jurong...more specifically teban gardens. for dinner at my grandparents place. and i have absolutely no idea how to get to. i know how to take MRT there but bus well i'm still not sure. i usually just need to sit in my papa's car and enjoy the trip there. i've never needed to go thre myself.i don't think there is anyway my mama would let me stay home alone while she's at teban..if i do saty at home i'll be home alone for around 5 hrs at least..plus i would have no dinner..i don't care about dinner i just think i fall asleep when i'm on the train
+ no one is there to talk to me..maybe i'll get to play the psps..haha who knows...

4. most probably i'll need to wear sch uniform the whole time.or black shirt and jeans which is extremely hot. plus you pray to ancestors is not in an air-conditioned room, its in an open-aired humidm hot place and you still have to stand ovr a hot blazing fire to burn the papers

5.i'm extremely tired now and i needa CHOCOLATES!!!!!

i'd rather i just stay at home and slp...bleh!

haha picture puzzle try it only if you dare

2009-04-09T03:08:00.001-07:00

only those tt hav guts dare to try this..if you are able to thn leave a tagg to pronounce your victory

haha

2009-04-09T01:52:00.001-07:00

ok well today was aunty andy's birthday!!!!!haha aunty andy is one year older, two times wiser, three times more hyper, four times more stressed and five times more cheerful! haha aunty andy happy birthday! though i know you only this year! i know i'll enjoy it alot more with you round. haha especially to teach me math and kinematics...;DDD thx aunty andy you've been great....

ok today sch was boring well ya to say..i don't think i actually listened to anything tt was said today for....english mrs koh just kept going on and on about how we are suppose to be organized....maths the similar and congruency thingy again...sian..haha phyllis took out papers..lil square,4 cm X 4 cm sqaure papers and we started folding em..haha i'm such a great person!she was folding them for her mama and i helped xD haha ok thn during third period english again..i did finish tt summary paper le so i started writing out the story of phyllis and why she has so many children...this is all thx to hannah walking home with me...haha hannah and i were bored so we started discussing why phyllis has so many kids...haha phyllis is gonna kill me on monday..she has read the paper..haha thn recess was hungry so i went to eat.thn homeEc was kinda boring least to say.chinese i'm so sry linlaoshi but i wasn't listening at all! ok well partly cause i can't see the screen properly from way back there in the class and also cause phyllis kept asking me to think of names for her future kids.ya we spent the whole 2 chinese period doing tt. phyllis and i also realise tt linlaoshi never goes past elwin's row. in short she doesn/cannot exactly see wad we are doing. so ya basically i was slacking today.plus plus i felt really tired so i slept...during mr seow's class...

haha ok in the morning pinhao wrote on the board asking ppl if they wanted to attend his church tmr for good friday service..haha he so cute...thn he gave the whole class chocolate eggs :]]]] his one was niceer thn the one the all saint's church gave ytd..his brother went all the way to changi airport terminal 3 just to but chocolate eggs.crazy but the chocolate are oh so good!!!!haha all i want for christmas is chocolates!!! ok not christmas...my birthday!

haha ok ytd ass was fun! we didn have our usual boring session.instead they got a guy called mr. kevin to come and lead praise/worship.anyways i tot he was good.he really knew how to motivate the crowd...but still the whole sch didn participate...maybe its because firstly some of them ain't christians secondly they are more conservative....

well nothin much now...only tt cm lost her hphone!!!!!!~~~~~again...ok ppl IF you have seen a Purple Cybershot 3.2 megapixel camera handphone with a camera-lens slide cover (K770i), with a white pouch with the words "ilovechocolates :D" and a handphone accessory.pls inform me immediately...it shld still be somewhere somewhat still in sch..cause we tried calling and calling it goes through as it it rings...but no one ans it. which is a good sign as if the hp runs out a batt thn it would be hard to get back liao. so if you've seen the phone pls tell me..its impt!!!!!

早知今日，何必当初

如果自己让自己受这么多苦。而我当初已经料到会有今天这样。。。

那为设么我还要给自己带来这么多的痛苦，让自己受苦呢？

我不是幼稚，我不是叛逆

我只是想帮你，可是。。。。

“当我放弃时什么我是，我成为什么我也许是”

对不起

eee...

2009-04-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

haha it has been day 2 of my dangerous trail...climbing up the hill to anglican isn as easy as it seems/sounds.it takes emotional,physical,physcological calmness and preserverance to be able to accomplish this dire task.it has been tough yes it has been. after the hill has consumed all your energy, you rejoice.for awhile.only to realise tt there is still 5 lvls to climb up. i tell you i'm gonna break down. poor people i understand your pain...haha but my mama gonna fetch me tmr!!!!!no more hill....just ...steps... well i wish sch can hav lifts. bore bore sian sian.nope i don't think they'll give us tt.

ahaha okay today i brought fox sweets to sch.haha gave few to a few gooda friends.thn ppl came to noe thn my fox sweets were gone like tt.some took alot...some took one!haha thn i asked shunkai ealier on in the day if he wanted he said no.i asked zhenyu he said no too.thn chawit saw asked me so i gave him 1!thn shunkai and zhenyu saw thn wanted.kixcked up a big fuss tt i didn want to give him, tt i was baised. haha thn i was wondering who to give it to.cause jinghui cameby and took more.thn i had only one left. i was wondering thn chawit came by and took it from my hand.thn zhenyu was making some joke out of it forgot wad anyways. but i got it back from chawit Ha-Ha and ya zhenyu took it.so i owe shunkai a fox tmr..sry shunkai..well one box of delightful fox...gone like tt!

ok anyways today during CD lesson our class was late again.so we had to stay back afterwards until 1.30.sian okay thn anyways linlaoshi was damn pissed and caught 3 ppl talking. one of which was cherie a.k.a chawit girlfriend(haha this just kiddin de) so everyone in class was o.o chawit chawit.he seemed concern and yet showed no signs of care for this matter at all..

ok well enough bout tt hmm haha thn remedial was crappy. i can't believe ms kor actually said if you'll don't want to come you can don't come for remedial..i was like wad?

ok thn after remedial hannah went to tam with me and yeeling.we went to library well mostly cause i wanted to return book.haha thn we left hannah on her own to take bus 19 home! i wen to some place with yeeling to have lunch and saw jiahao there.haha.we waved at each other thn i wasasking him why was he here.he asked me same thing too...anyways haha he still don't believe i moved here. ahaha

ok actually this was suppose to be a short post.a very short one...in short my fox sweets are gone!!!! haha just a few short quotes...

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

The Death's Field is the mirror which allows us the knowledge of the world we living in.

Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.

Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, hey girl, magenta! and she's like, oh, you mean purple! and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, no - I want magenta!

ahh!!!

2009-04-06T06:11:00.000-07:00

haha i know i just blogged but well i'm online and here's what yeeling and i said

YEEling ! (: says: oh HEYOOO i'm running a mild fever D;
me says: omg you okay? seriously seriously ok not?
me said (9:08 PM): hiie
me said (9:09 PM): yeeling Tan you better ans me now? okay not? you don'tle to me don't lie ans me la!!!!!!!!
YEEling ! (: said (9:09 PM): abit not feeling well D; stupid cold water Dx
me said (9:09 PM): oh gosh thn its my fault ahhh
me said (9:10 PM): hmmm i know i bring panadol tmr just in case you faint or smth
YEEling ! (: said (9:10 PM): it is
YEEling ! (: said (9:10 PM): its the cold tempting water xD heh thanks ! x
me said (9:10 PM): stupidme had to pull you for food with me
YEEling ! (: said (9:11 PM): xD it was fun. serious ~~
me says: no fun but at the extent of making yourself ill???
YEEling ! (: says: its okay. its just a nice nice 37.9 fever
me says: no its not!
YEEling ! (: says: nothing much
me says: tt'shigh rdy lor
YEEling ! (: says: lalalal xD
me says: high*
YEEling ! (: says: nope its not. :XX my mummy says it'll be okay tomorrow trust me xD OH HEY, it went down to 37.8 already. SEE? xD
me said (9:13 PM): .1 dgree i'm not somekid you can trick kay? i'm older thn you!fever don'tgo down tt easily
anways so now i'm feeling da,mn bad bout this cause i pulled yeeling to go eat ith us...she's fallen ill...fever....ahhh!!!stupid me..i feel so guilty nw...

ok well i dunno where to start

2009-04-06T04:36:00.000-07:00

well i haven been blogging much lately due to not having time left after school. okay let's see well lot of things have happened. well to start off i've been notified tt i'll be part of SYF! haha CDS's SYF will be on 17 april! haha which is also the same day as CDs's Qing Gong Yan.for those tt dunno wad the hell tt is well QingGongYan is well in english celebration of XiangYing or wad we know as CDS's public performance. okay well so things hav run like this..i was in EMO thn was transferred to moju to be their daoju zhuzhang. thn now end up i'm in EMO again...and yes well i'm pressing the smokemachine again...cough cough* bad smelly smoke...(its plastic)
hmmm.today well we moved places, chawit moved to my place. and i saw zhenyu smiling
i asked: zhenyu you happy right?
zy: no la i enjoy you being here buthard to say la my good friend here
me: ya haha i dun even talk to you
so yup i moved away from _____. i'm gone but i loved my place though, so windy...^^
ok thn i moved to yeeling's place.yeeling moved to phyllis,phyllis moved to chawit. thn sincere and weitai swopped.so thn lili said shecan't see with me in front of her. i was like you sure? lili is like 167 and im only 159...but ya i changed with her so now i'm at the back of the class...need to change my spcs liao....
ok thn well alot of oter things happened but i can't really rmb...i have STM.. ok anyways abc stry has finally come to an end. wads the resultyou just have to think of it yourself. oh ya last fri.. cca day. other thn EMO yanyuan (actors) all were to go up to com lab to watch footage of xiangying. yay! but thn had problems so we couldn watch thn everyone turn on the computer and started playing games..haha thn i watched mingyuan play geo challenge he damn pro la.he got high score easily like it was nothin. the score was 20,000 over thn he said not high enough le.WTH la so high la! okay anyways today EMO had paixi. thn was real boring cause the daoju i was suppose to move not here....the smoke machine ahhh...the excitement....anyways i don't feel the love in EMO. the EMO ppl wanted to play games and aaron just told us to hav a break he never asked if we wanted o join.made us feel so solo-ed out. no love in moju we would also b asked if we wanted to join in!>...<
haha thn we took pictures! we went to 18 chefs.well after i moved to tampines did i thn start missing simei.well as the saying goes.you don't miss/treasure anything until you have lost it.
haha well i've finally finished the 2 NLB books i've borrowed,one is The Malice Box the other is Air. well i prefer malice box better but you'll hav to read it to kn it.haha malics box is a great book.! g read it ;DDDDwell ok i bought foxes!!! haha!!! beware ppl !!! the candyman is here! haha here are pics..random ones...some taken during today at 18 chefs, some in class :]]]]

haha i got his from jason; daniel posing for jason

i got his from jason; yiliang and joel yeo haha

18 chefs; xiangying moju! yeeling wrote this :]

18 chefs; haha a bit illegebal but it says 默剧［寻人起事］rocks!

18 chefs; eugene wrote this it says AHSCDS rocks <3

18 chefs; haha its yeeling me and eugene

18 chefs; haha same too 2 cause thought one can't be seen

18 chefs; yeeling drew this haha its copyrighted

18 chefs; yup yeeling so rocks!

18 chefs; yay ice-cream!! :]]

18 chefs; yeeling enjoying everybitof her ice-cream

18 chefs; eugene is eating ice-cream too!

18 chefs; bleh lemon eyes me

18 chefs; lemon eyes eugene!!

18 chefs;hehe eugene again

18 chefs; lemon eyes yeeling

18 chefs; eugene shocked!

18 chefs; sian diao cause we wanted to take his picture

18 chefs; cheers too eugene!! :]]]] (ET like the one from the movie..you knw tt brown dude)

18 chefs; opps eugene again.haha i take his pic..yeeling also take him haha

18 chefs; ahh the bill...drink and eugene!!

18 chefs; finished food ahh so full.i think we spent like 2 hours there

in class; yeeling and carmen

in class; yeeling and denise

in class; yeeling's flower tie

in class; aunty andy!!!!

in class; ahaha wenjing and guangjun

in class; wenjing and yeeling

in class; wenjing and yeeling again!

in class; me and yeeling

in class; me and yeeling.bleh i think i look bad with specs -.-

in class; yeeling

at home; well i was just going through my stuff and found this

at home; do you wad it is?

during cca; haha jeffrey wrote this.got alotof other funny de but he didn scroll up for me to take.

yeeling's tie!!nice right?

her tie again!

yeeling and her tie

whoose feet do these belong to??

haha yes its the chicken! ts actually a potato masher

yeeling and her chicken cock-a-doodle-doo

chicken(:
haha actually the pics in chronological order are down to up but oh well [:

haha to end off....

Quaero arcana mundi.

i seek the secrets of the world

Flamma unica clavis mundi

the key to the world is a single flame

Omnia Vincit Amor.

love conquers all....

i miss moju still

2009-03-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

yup i just blogger but so what?and yup i know i say i'll put moju aside but i can't! like how i always tell yeeling,every friday night i'll just be sitting there waiting for mingguan to sms me:hey ppl there will be moju paixi tmr at pas.8.30 don't be late.reply. but yes all the excited waits only for me to realise tt xiangying is over and tt won't happen again.all my futile waits .all i ever wanted was just one more.one more is sufficient one more is all i need.time files past quickly and the 9 months of hardwork is over in just 2 days.why can't we have just one more performance...is it really tt hard??soon the seniors sec 4 ones will leave after qing gong yan for tt's their last cca day and i can't bear for them to leave.seriously i feel closer to them thn i do to the sec 3.they were a joy and always fun to be round with.i'm excited bout qing gong yan cause well the whgole cca will be ther.everyone having fun together! reminiscencethe xiangying memories and yet there's this whole part of me deading the arrival of qing gong yan.for the is really the last of tsec 4's willi see at least not untill huan song hui...i want to do something something special for them.make AHSCDS something they'll never forget. soemthing tt will let them leave with both tears and happiness.for they know tt through the hard tough process tt they have endured the past 4 years,it will be oversoon and tt they hav learnt alot and had alot of fun too.though they feel sad,but they shall leave happily knowing they had such wonderful memories shared in this wonderful cca they love.tt is how i wanna leave CDS and i hope tt they can leave tt way too.my gosh why am i talking bout them leaving,i don't want them to leave.all of us got to leave at some point or another its just whether its now or later.i wish tt we won't ever have to but tt is not posible to.CDS a home to me,is filled with fun-loving people who brighten up my day. i love my cca matez

common story

2009-03-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

well i'd never thought a common but rare story like this would be happening to me friends around me.well it so happens i do hav.well it is the common case of a ♥ b, b♥ c

well i don't get ppl.if you do like someone why don't you just say it.be truthful to him/her and yourself. well like i said a♥b. b knows but yup doesn like a but ends up ♥ing c.c doesn noe a damn about wads goin on and keeps pressing me to tell her.thn here comes e c's good friend.comes barging in trying to now all.well e found out well guessed it out dunno how darn he did it but yeh he guessed it.well e is protective over c.haha well i think e ♥ c but either doesn know it himself or just doesn wanna admit O.o. how am i involved? well i'm not.i'm z.i love this letter! Z a farily good letter to rep me now. z isn involved in this crazy mix up. however since z is close to a (wxyz...abcd) i know all.and well z's kinda let say outcasted and not related in any matter.z's just a nosey lil letter trying to fit in and know all......

well cause of previos post yup b was involved there too.he kept asking me if i was referring to him.and welll i was and seriously these few days hav been down ones for me.anyways he asked me and well i can't really say it was him or not.its just tt many thngs hav happened in a spilt second and i can't adjust to it.as such everything new seems scary to begin with-i'll just need time to adjust to it.for those who think its them well if you don't feel guilty you won't think that way.and most of the time sorries come and go but not all the time are they able to mend whats left broken.whether it works depend on how deep the cut was. some tt are only surface can be fixed and mended while there are others which are so deep tt they are almost cutting throught the whole darn thing,breaking it in the process.when it goes to the extent of it being broken, no matter how much time and effort you put into patching it, it will never be the same again.some rare but possible are mended and through this whole process of injury and help, a closer bond is formed and both will hav the courage to face stronger and tougher times together.or well help in other when in need and this kind of bond does not flicker away as easily as a candle.tt's how friends are true friends stay lit on like an electronic candle.however mere ones are like a candle dieying away just like tt.both give you warmth and they light up your life but both are not the same.and i do hope i'll meet and have many electronic lights and lesser candles as well it is the 21st century

anyways today shool was well boring except for last period history.it was so damn funny.haha mr yeow mentioned harry potter can't remember why but ya he did thn the class was like ohhh yeeling..thn mr yeow said tt he was playing softball with his students got hit and got a scar.his students asked what happen and he replied it was given to me by he of whom we do not speak.hahaillarious.

ok thn today we did PW.well i love Pw actually cause tt's the time me and lisa put our differences aside and worked together.so yup actually i'm sorry to lisa truthfully i think i was a jerk.and also thto thank her so yes if lisa see's this thank you lisa.well firstly tt you've put up with me.and tt you've always helped me.it was bad of me not to treasure you when we were friends now tt we're not.i keep complaining bout you but i didn see tt i too was in the wrong so i'm sorry.

a few more days

2009-03-27T18:51:00.001-07:00

i can't comprehend the feeling within me...

i don't like it one bit

i don't know what's the feeling really

firstly i'm not emo and i don't like anyone...

its true they know more of each other,

but at least don't keep talking bout the other when one's not around...

it makes me feel outcasted,

they hav known each other from far long ago.

but now one's uncontactable so the other talks to me

when they do get to talk i hav to take it tt i'm not there to relieve myself

arrughh,i somehow feel like a backup

like when ones not around call me to take over

i hate this feeling i really do

i think if its gonna continue tt way i'm not goin to entertain them no more

like a tortise in a shell

i'll withdraw from evryone....

anyways 庆公演 is on 17 april

and i can't wait for it!

whoooooosh~

well on 17 cause we wanna wait til SYF's over too!

haha not sure wad will i be feeling tt day though

for all you noe i may revert back to the high me due to CDS

or i may cry again....cause thn there'll be no more sec 4s

no more xinting,mingguan,yvonne,samuel,karwing,sheena,dingjun etc.

hiaz~buit i'm so excited well

we shall just hav to wait till thn

founders day

2009-03-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

today was founder's day

so we had a walkathon

we walked from chang chen

to the MRT station

thn up to anglican

wasn't fun at all!!

i thought if we went as a cca or as a batch it would be more fun

but nope i couldn find any of them

yeeling had ushering..

cos i was left all alone.

thn i found yirou!

so both of us walked and talked

haha it made the whole walk so much nicer:)

so yep after tt i got an apple and a drink

the drink wasn nice though

but the apple was sweet!

ok haha my main point..

i went to ehub with...

cm,jerry mouse,phish,joscelin,wenjing and flower

anyways we went to whitesands first

cause phish needed to get a present

so i was there and i saw a lil couple keychain and was like so cute

so i got one and gave it to my dear

haha phish wanted one too so i'm gonna hav one with her as well!

haha its this cute lil mushroom XD

yay thn we went to ehub

we went straight up to play the arcade..opps

haha we topped up cm's tapz card cause i forgot to bring mine..

i was like i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.i can't forget to bring tapz card.

and thn this mornin before i left sch i was

wad was i suppose to rmb?

thn i realised i forgot to bring the tapz card.

haha

anyways thn cm and me played Jubeat.

thn haha i finally got to play tt para-para thingy

i couldn get it ;D

cm's still as pro in the drums

haha the drum lessons paid off well (:

ok thn we played basketball while

phish and jerry mouse played the para para step dance thing

haha we were getting bored after alot alot of games so we

took neoprints^^

we were hungry so we wanted to get lunch

but thn cm and jos are goin to leave at 3+ for GB lunch

but they still joined anyway

we went to just Acia

its a great place

a recommend for all its at downtown nx to fish and co.

there was free refill and ice-cream

haha as recommended by cm i took the dory fish w/ ginger sauce

it was superb

great very tasty

and anyways there cm 开口闭口 is kenneth this kenneth tt

haha we kept playin there

well meal was cheap and tasty

and we were all talking bout troubles and gossips

and jos didn join!

jos muz talk more

and during this whole time wenjing and flower were aimlessly walking round downtown

ok i had loads a fun

they are a great batch to be with

thn phish and wenjing and jerry left

so me cm flower and jos

went to the nearby park to play

haha so childish but was great fun!

thn the Gb-ians(cm,jos flower)

in short all of them had to leave so we left

so sad

tt was bout 3.10

so i went home and here i am now bloggin!!

yup overall to day was great

and i love my friends

so nice so true

no hidden agendas

bored so i blog

2009-03-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

ok i've been online for quite a long time and i'm bored so i shall blog^^

ok my msgs are all look diff

cause sometime i use opera and sometimes internet

ok well tmr is walkathon in AHS

so yup i'll only need to be in sch just be4 8.45

so yup i get to wake up late

and anyways tmr i'll be goin out with jerry,phish,and cm

lol haha dunno whee we're goin though

eeee desiree cannot be joinin us

cause mrs koh asked her

to stay for auditions...

-.-"

its a founders day and yet she still had cca

wad crap?

its bad enuff we hav to hav a walkathon

and do evrything in chinese

sometimes i wonder why did i enter

anglican high

some of the classmates are crappy

advance learnin gives me stress

but all i can say is i love my cca

and for tt i;m glad i entered anglican

if not i wouldn meet so many great ppl

XDDDDD

我爱中文戏剧学会

yay

2009-03-26T02:14:00.001-07:00

ok i super happy cause the internet for my desktop is finally up!

no more laptop

no more hard typing with the flat keys

just my good 'o no DVD player desktop

o.o w8 i want a DVD readable desktop no hav it sucks

anyways today nothin much.bleh

but haha during homeEC we made pasta!

i was ya well i love homeEC but

at home i always cook it so sianz...

anyways today the pasta was pre-prepared by our lovely mrs puah

haha i love the outcome

but hate the green pepper bell like thingy

i dun like the taste

recently my classmates arree crazy bout

this game called hotel626

it sounds scary i think i'll check it out now...

and well ytd i finally logged on to msn

and i realise my alumni added me

he asked for my no. i don giv

he said:i've got sources i will get it

i didn believe and in the end he got it

from someone i didn expect to get from...

cuidan

well maybe it cause alumni mah

oh well haha alumni so old...

ok i'm seriously gonna put behind xiangying rdy

i don want to

but i'm not gonna get any happier broading over it

just the opposite of happy

...sad......er

ok i was telling some of the sec 1s

me:hey you know there will be no more xiangying

them:huh huh???? why???

me:alumni and teacher don want.well not alumni just teacher

them:eh why? we didn get a chance for anything yet

me:yep poor you...poor me...poor us

well yep and yeeling's gonna quit council

she has been wantin to quit it since forever

she hates it in Dcom

she wants out but ms tan just keeps scolding her

and now yeeling is gonna be sacked no shes gonna quit...

ahh the starting of hotel626 is alrdy scary i'm not gonna play anymore

unless there's someone beside me.....

i dun wanna play anymore..

very scary...

wad the hell is wrong wioth those ppl who play such games..

aunty andy?guangjun?carmen?

its so damn frightful la

i screamed!and yet you'll can still come to sch and discuss bout it???!!!

默剧～我的最爱

thoughts...

2009-03-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

well xiangying has been over for like 1 wk alrdy
however i still can't forget it
the fun the laughter the joys we had...
i went to the cds blog http://www.ahscds.blogspot.com/
and read many posts by seniors, alumnus and teachers
they were all doubting their juniors
which was obviously pinpointing my batch ( sec 2's 09)
my batches ability
they felt that we are not up to standard
they said that their batch was much more attentive
and hardworking
they also said that during their time whenever they were free,
they wold offer help to their seniors thn
and my batch just slacks
we are not vigilant and can always be found playing
however this causes me to wonder
is it true that we do not want to help
or is it tt we did offer but they didn want?
either ways i donot deny tt my batch is indeed playful at times
however when it comesdown to work we do wad we are suppose to
if they doubt my batch so much
thn why did they give impt. jobs to my batch ppl
is it cause the seniors are busy with their own stuffor tt they are ppl tt they can trust
but they still feel tt my batch is horrible on the overall
my batch ppl i know tt they are pissed wih the alumni/teacher/seniors
thoughts bout us but for xiangying 2011
we all hav to work hard
seniors may say if your guys wanted to wake up and change
you might could have done that ealier why wait til xiangying is over
well thn my say is
we are still young
you were all busy preparing for xiangying tt
my batch was kinda neglected
we want to learn however we can't do it alone
we need your help
but do you want to teach us?
wil you really spend the time to nurtue us?
my batch did not feel the warmth when we entered cds
the current sec 3's always hanged out with their batch alone
sec4's thank you
you were the ones tt made us feel home
you were the ones tt made us feel wanted/loved
mainly i want to thank these few seniors/alumni
-xinting, thankx for always cheering us up and making us part of cds, never left out.
my zhudao,my friend,my beloved senior
-mingguan, thank you mingguan you constantly took care of us and bringing joy to us.
my zhudao too! my senior
-Yvonne, thank you fpor opening up cds to me. you took great care of me and i'm gona miss you when you leave! my confidement, my sister, my friend
-Jeffrey, thankx for always cheering me up when i'm down.bringing joy and laughter to every one of my cca days. my fav fuli, my teacher, my friend
-Melanie, yinxiang jiejie thankx for caring for us.you're a great yinxiang and a grp leader!
caring,lovable,nice(:
-huijuan, thank you for forever giving me encouragement, a VIP in cds. never making me feel left out. and oopps crying with me during xiangying. my wudu,my alumni,a close friend
there are many others too,not tt i forgot bout them
all of them hold a special place in my heart
mingguan and xinting and huijuan,thank you the most!
you'll were like a parent to me always taking care of me
thank you and to the teachers thanks even more for taking care of our well being
we couldn hav gotten this far w/o you serious..
moju was like a second home sch comes third~
to all ppl who helped me through thank you
i may seem emo these few days but for a logical reason
and its not menopause k?
haha thank you for those tt stayed by me and gave me comfort
for those not so much still thank you for just being yourself and being my friend
my friends,my amour,my confidement

虽然我还要，可是我不得不成认翔鹰已经到了一个完美的句点。
翔鹰2011年，我们能为自己争取吗？
翔鹰2011年，我们能拥有吗？
翔鹰2009年，就是我们的最后？
翔鹰2009年，真的是我们的句号？
中文戏剧学会，我们真的直到这吗？

T.T

2009-03-15T22:57:00.000-07:00

xiangying is over!!!~~~~

and i am really sad...

i miss moju,i miss my daoju ppl,i miss my yanyuan,i dont want xiangying to end!

starting off with pre-xiangying day, 13 march

we met at general ofice in school at 1.45

thn we set off for e theatre at NAFA

we reached there we were spilt into two rooms

Kuai Le Zhi Meng快乐之梦 and Moju <寻人起事> were in one room

E-M-O 情绪兽 got a dressing room all to themselves

i was really excited for it was the first time entering the theatre

all our months of hardwork can finally be brought up on stage.

the 3 grps were just sitting in the dressing room bored...

thn slowly one by one we moved up to the stage to do tech run

so we did tech run which was really quite boring

thn haha the other 2 wudu: shilei and jeanette

came and told me i was gonna use the smoke machine i was so happy XD

so afterwards after all the tech run completed, we went home at bout 8

i selpt only to wake up at 6am the next day

which was 14 march!!!!!

XIANGYING was here!

moju met at 10 at bugis MRT station.

thn we went to hav lunch at the food court

walau the food court damn scam la very ex le!

Mc's was so much cheaper..

so thn we walked to NAFA

yiliang came late cause he went to get an injection..

he was not feeling well

but he said he was feeling fine and well he looked good too so i didn bother much

actually it was not hard to find you just cross e street and walk....

ok so we were there at like 12pm

so yanyuan started to 化妆 huazhuang

haha i bo liao so i went around taking pics

now i realise most all moju XDDDDDDD

ok thn after we did tech run again

i pity the 3 wudus they were under alot of pressure

lan lao shi was constantly skiping scenes and audrey kept shouting at them to hurry up

they said don need tom test lights and sounds

but tt's the whole point of tech(nical) run

so thn it was moju.

i dunno wad the hell was wang haonan doing la

all my daoju also never move for me

at tt time i was very scared, i was afraid l8r at night moju will make mistakes

or tt haonan never move the daoju for me

i was so terrified i broke down

i cried and cried

the 3 wudus cried with me.i was so afriad at tt time

to me it was like i put in so much work it cant fail because of haonan never move daoju for us

the 3 wudu舞督s were there console me thn the broke too

they were there angry, i could tell

they kept complaining bout the idiot 灯光师 FIONA

i was crying in the dressing room for dunno how long

actually was really quite long DX

thn we had to go up to meet there was a short breifing thn we went to eat dinner

after dinner i got my xiangying tee!!!yay!!

ok after i changed there wasn much time left til start of show so i went up

made sure all my daoju was there.

thn they were saying 5 more min to start i rush out and tripped over KLZM'S fence

and i injured my ankle i dunno if was sprained or wad it was juz damn painful...

i had difficulties walking thn i got scared

shyte xiangying was about to bagin and i injured my leg

i was damn piss with myself

thn joel^2 went down to the dressing room to take salon pass for me from jeffrey

thx joel

it didn heal but was cooling so the pain was there not as much

i thought i could find consolement in my daoju grp members so i told them i injured my leg

thn their ans well yeeling's ans was: i also injured le

omg i was like wad?

yirou asked me if i was ok so i appreciated tt

i just couldn understand yeeling

i told xinting and xinting told audrey to watch out for me

after at 8.10 the show started

why 8.10?

cause we had to wait til dr.boon came first

i still had time to rest for KLZM's and EMO"s show i didn hav to move any props

all i had to do was press the lil red button on the smoke machine XDDD

wad an easy life...

well thn my problem came

moju..

in my current condition i couldn walk much less say run with the daoju in 5s

so my dear cuidan offered to help

OMG i so love her la

so i moved my art stand for preset cause well there was still time for me to walk there and back

so cuidan moved the bush our for me but noone could move the recycle bin so i had to

i grit my teeth and ran out

provoking the injury even more
thn it was the changed scene so the cleared everything and cuidan forgot to bring the bush

it was left on stage

i was so freaked out

thn the next few scenes no prob with the big props but

all the hand props when clearing wasn cleared good

and was left on stage

i freaked out even more

omg my props screwed up

i went down dressing room and cried again

ok well i sound like a crybaby but i'm not

i tried to control my emotions but it was all too much to handle

the seniors were all consoleing me

cuase i cried tto earlier in the day

the were irritated i guess

rongzhe:peggy you continue crying i lock you up in the cupboard

so i cooledd down thinking tt nvm there is still tmr i can do it de

so i went up and thn we had xiemu(thank the audience)

hannah came to look for us and she gave us chocolate

i was so happy

i love hannah~

anyways joel^2(tan) was vey nice throughout the performance

he constantly asked me how i was

audrey was also very nice

thn at bout 11 we cleared and all went home

huijuan(moju's wudu) and yinteng(zhongjian) kept asking me to see a docter but i refused

they kept scolding me...hiaz~

ok 15 march

a day to fix all the wrond i had done

my mama gave me painkillers and the tiger balm patch thingy

we met at 12pm at bugis again even though we only had to meet at 5 as a cca

we went to mos burger this time...

ended up yeeling and daniel also injured their leg so i shared my painkillers

thn walked to NAFA

moju was there at 3

cause apparently xie laoshi wanted to meet up with us

but in the end only came at 4pm

haha we were bored and xinting bought flowers for the teachers

we were bored so everyone was like playing with the flowers and posing haha

even the guys

thn they huazhuang-ed

cuidan kept disturbing audrey asking if she needed to gelher hair

audrey was annoyed XD

we had dinner.i ate only like not even 1/4 thn had to rush le

i was talking to yirou cause i saw tt she was alone

i talked to her bout my feeling this whole time with the daoju ppl

she told me ytd when i told them i injured my leg

yeeling replied yirou stared at her

yeeling just rolled her eyes

i was sad la i don undertsnad why my daoju ppl and melike tt

actually everytime my daoju ppl talk i'm seldom/never invovled

eg.ytd be4 xiangying started yeeling and joel were talking i was just standin there

yeeling said:i wished yirou was here now not fun de

i was hurt deeply..

thereafter the 演员开声-ed

i checked my daoju

audrey and huijuan were like peggy can anot if not i pass your daoju to someone else

i didn want tt so i said ok de

thn my moju dao ju i moved everything

i ran out and placed my bush and came back audrey asked your leg?

i told her i took painkillers

oh well the painkillers don exactly help but it well ok la it helped

but thn when we changed scene the newspapers were left on stage....

the last scene the fench loaf was left on stage

i could believe myself it was the last xiangying and i screwed up again...

i controlled my emotions but when i went down to the dressing room and saw all the moju ppl

i cried again..

i didn want to i just couldn bear it

firstly was because my daoju was wrong again

and i tot the last day of xiangying would be perfect but there was still mistakes

secondly was beacuse i missed moju i don wan xiangying to end

wa this time i really cried alot i just couldn la

i saw cheryl my batch head and i broke

yeeling broke too thn all of a sudden alot of ppl were crying

cheryl broke too thn xiaoxiang

thn jeanette thn even moju ppl

vigi,samuel and well eugene was just foolin around.

the alumni's came down to the dressing room anyways they were very nice

they kept consoleing me thx alumni's!

omg i think i just caused a chain reaction.

i felt real bad.

i cried form straight after moju ended til about only left like 10min of xiaoyou show

which was like bout 30min well about there ++

i felt i du bu qi moju. i couldn face them i missed them alrdy

my zhudaos: xinting mingyuan

yanyuan: eugene vigi samuel qinhui jeffrey daniel clarissa yiliang lydia joel yeo

i tried to cool down by not looking at them and i did

however as i was bout to go in

rongzhe came and disturbed me this made me cry again.

stupid rongzhe

the alumni's were like talking toilet paper and going round giving it to ppl who were crying

samuel cried vigi cried well alot of ppl cried

i went to hug them and told them not to cry

and they were like peggy you're still cryin and yet you tell me not to cry

i hugged samuel and got moju zhuang on my jacket...

the alumni's consoled me well since they were guo lai ren

i don noe their names though..haha

jiaxiang an alumni was very nice he helped alot.

the other alumni they one who recent;y shaved his head alos did thank you you guys

well they were like 17 this year haha

ppl gave me hugs and tried to cool me down

i told huijuan i couldn face moju ppl if not i would cry

thn she was like: moju ppl if you see peggy hurry up shan if not she'll cry again

some ppl said: peggy you did a great job rdy

: daoju is very impt and without your help we wouldn be able to carry on too

: peggy don cry all good things must come to an end don fret over it

i was touched by their words i went up to the staircase early so i wouldn cry

but i still saw them and cried.

yirou shut me up before xie mu and the sec one helped alot too!

xiemu was great and moju gave me flowers i was touched.

chearmin came and she gave me moral support

i love you chearmin.

i cried again so i like cried alot during the whole of xiangying.

cm and kenneth gave me hugs t cheer me up

cm gave me flowers too love her^^

jeffrey was crying alot too

i hugged him too

i hugged all moju ppl except mingyuan daniel and qinhui sigh couldn find them but nvm

we cleared up and went back to sch

i stayed overnight but well we didn sleep

i went to bathe and thn went to community singing

yeeling didn want so i pei her

she said don need la she dao me le

thn joel tan came she all of a sudden high again

we played poker thereafter and the seniors were very angry with fiona

and she skipped one of moju's light cue's stupid her la

and thn my cca kept swearing

they were like fiona you la and mther fiona-er

yup i guess you'll noe wads tt

cuidan pei me the whole night thn we played poker in the pas

well actually wad my cca was doin was illegal camping

cause performing arts cca can't stay overnight

well anyways we played slapjack and many other games tt kaekho taught us

well so sry i don noe how to spell his name.

yup thn at bout 5 xinting mingming(mingyuan) qnhui cam to pas they wanted to slp

cuidan gave qinhui a sleeping bag and said alot of stuff

thn qin hui was :cuidan 你很吵了

haha evryone laughed la so hillarious.

thn slowly one by one evryone on the room sid she was noisy

lol ok i went to the eagles nest were they were doin community singing

dingjun and tt whole batch was fionaing around and it was so noisy i couldn stand it

and i went back to the pas were cuidan and i slpt for 30min

i don understand why so many ppl slept in the eagles nest its so noisy

i think the only smart ppl were

ming ming xinting qinhui eugene jiaxiang shilei huijuan and another person but i don noe who

ok they chased us ourt at 6.45am tired i went back home straight with cuidan

i didn wait for yeeling and joel. why?

well cause i overheard them saying they were goin to hav breakfast

joel asked me if i wanted to join i saw yeeling's disgusted look and declined

i reached home bout 7.30 and slpt all the way til 1.45pm and thn i woke up to blog

haha nx time i shall upload pictures!

yay xiangying you rock

翔鹰已经告一段落了，可是我在process中交了许多好友也有了很多美好的回忆

忘不了忘不了，忘不了你的爱，忘不了你的情

翔鹰2009之寻觅

ahh!!!

2009-03-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

ok first off i'm like really stressed right now...

but i shall talk quick bout what happen for the past few days!!!

1st guys softball match i went to watch on weds

haha i saw stephen there.eee from orchid park sec

he's a catcher wow.not bad stephen

....3more days to xiangying

2nd sports show thingy it was great and thn we went to buy zhudao:xinting and mingyuan's present!!!haha yay...2more days to xiangying

today got back results didn do too well

hiaz~actaully very bad scored only like 69% overall but its ++

thn straight after we headed for Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts

very boring sigh whole day was preety rush

now i'm just like damn scared tt i'll screw up tmr!

*fingers crossed*

i really wanna thank those ppl who are coming to support xiangying!!!!

yay i'm sure it will be a show you'll never forget!

anyways need to rush out stuff for cca now...

sigh wad a short post tmr need to be at bugis at 10a.m sian haha

shytty la!

2009-03-05T04:11:00.000-08:00

ok today was damn shytty, and anyways jinghui joined the conversation bk!

today was the east zone basketball finals.i so wanted to go watch but NO

OPG said you must go and thn she scold me cause i didn wanna go

and tt so many ppl never go

so she didn come and i got scolded over the phone

anyways i was damn unwilling to go

cause i went for the same session last year

and i wanted to watch the match

so i was so watseing my time...

anyways throughout the whole thngy at CCH main,

i was constantly msgin jermaine asking her what was the score

and haha i'm so happy to say...

anglican high won both matches!

girls and guys!

girls win by 2 points so very tense

i wished i was there

guys won by 9

i wish i was there even more!

ok anyways now i am online discussing the SEL thingy

well with lisa and yiping

and frankly it is goin very well

and i'm havin fun discussin

at least my points are being put across

and it is chosen

yay!

however it ended up like this

lisa:I GOT A IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We can take a video of different people in the interview as a part of our presentation
A smile is what it takes for a bright day says:
As in those who have really dealed with peer Pressure

however i had said this before:we could do like an interview?ya as in some of us could talk about how we feel bout peeer pressure

so thus my idea didn come out of my mouth as planned

but atleast its being used!

and yay i bought more sweets so ya 2B get rdy to eat sweets!

anyways monday there is a softball match

anglican against orchid park

i'm goin to see who wins!

de theirdth posts

2009-03-04T03:11:00.001-08:00

ok well i admit i'm seriously lagg at updating o.o

ok first TUNGSU!!!!!

because of you tr question me on whether i copy yours or you copy mine?

obviously i won't say me

and cause i was so nice i didn say you copy mine either

now our journal have to write 4 pages....

ok well enough for the blaming

ok i don't usually hate ppl to the extent of rolling my eyes whenever i mention her

but this time i really hate #### ####

she is not say bossy

but she really bu shuang me lor

so i bu shuang her

so one day she suddenyl so friendly

so i ok lor play play nice to her

but thn straight away nx day she ignore me dao siao!

reasons why i don't ####:

1. she can talk during class, everyone can talk except me. i talk she goes peggy quiet la you very noisy know? very irritating le

oh so everyone else is an angel except me the devil of the class...

2. we do project,she could hav asked me hows the progress but NOOOO she wait til my other grp member come thn ask tt person

so bai ming don't want talk to me la

3.she forever give me the go away face la

4.i call her tell her something she ignore me.other ppl call her she straight away ans yup and starts laughing...

but because i'm so nice i get somebody else to tell her if not she will tio meh

5.she talks to other nicely thn come to me just chuck evrythin

6.she scolds ppl for doin stuff but when she does the same things its ok,others do also ok

so its damn bias la!

well here are the 6 reasons why i don't like her...

haha well today had cca

they said was full-run so ALL MUST come

so we went

but end up not all actors came so couldn do

so my poor daoju grp ended up doin daoju...

so actually we can don come de lor

they seriously think we so free ah i'm still rushing out stuff here!

thn another thing my recycling bin...

n last last sat, i spent bout 2++ hours trying to paint it nicely

today they came actually we observed tt reclycling bin is white one

so cut out thn paste on a mahjhong paper & cut the majhong paper in the same shape...

i damn heart pain la..

i do for so long yourone word and its gone

i really reeally damn angry! just now they ask me get new daoju xiang for them on way up i started crying la!

you know how long it takes for one to finish a daoju nicely?

and thnn my wudu just said i think it looks ugly if we just stick it on like tt so redo cut the signs out and paste on majhong paper....

so like ya now i'm still very angry.. RRRRRR

ok anyways my dear dear yeeling came over to my new house haaha thn i went over to hers.

we agreed tt i'll be goin over to hers on monday to go through math :)

yup my house isn done yet but progress is alot

today i also introduce seventeen to yeeling and haha one day i'm gonna go shopping with her!

i also brought fox today but in a short while all my fox was gne...so sad but nvm i'm gonna get mroe tmr !^^

2B here's the full story^^

2009-02-26T04:13:00.000-08:00

try to guess who is who ^^

lemme Yggep read to yall a nice bedtime story..here's how the story goes

(try to imagine as the story goes on its real nice!!!)

-one day a pair of good friends(angela) and (montana) was walking down a (serene)road when they saw (snow white)eating a (corrupted)(kiwi), drinking(strawberry milk). a (horny porny)(man) came by, snatched the milk away and turned it into (cheese cake).(snow white was upset) and turned to (aunty andy) for help.(aunty andy) gave a shrug and said"(fififishy)(boonie)(germ)!"a (giraffe)(turtle)(mouse)and(sheep) appeared.thinking that that would not help at all she walked away.it started to (rain) so she decided to have lunch first.she met(donald duck)and(pikachu)and they ate(tomyam) with(mushroom).they went to a (china) shop,where they were served by a (first-aider)(polar bear).she went to the park next to look for clues.she saw(winnie the pooh)laying with the (super-high)(piglet) and uber(lagg)(stich).devastated cause she could not find any milk,she called(weiweian)to fetch her home.(weiweian) was eating Mc(wolf)'s fried (sotong) and(pig).the radio was turned to (wenzi chi jingyu)FM, it was playing(alalalong)and(tonghua),it reported that (angela)and (montana) recently joined the 2B(lion)'s(choir). :)

yupp and tt's the end of story one of the 2B story for more tunee in to Yeggp story-telling session XDDDDDD

my eleventh post

2009-02-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

haha this is my eleventh post!! XDDDDD

didn blog for like very long and well i forgot both the unhappy and happy thoughts for the past wk

anyways today during science i was bored so i came up with this!!! ^^ ^^

start off i'm a 2Bian a part of the 2b pencil community

my good friends are candice(angela zhang shao han)

hannah(montana)jinghui(stitch)vivian(yokel 2)phyllis(fi-fi-fishy)hsin ning(lion)

andy(aunty andy)lili(serene)chawit(tomyum)yeeling(pure sotong)

guangjun(horny porny)wenjing(goldfish eat insect)pinhao(dory)

shunkai(donald duck)elwin(corrupted)carmen(kaimen)lisa(alalalong)zhenyu(rain)

there were many others but thn my story would be too long

story:

oneday it suddenly (rain)ed,(angela)and(hannah montana) decided to go watch a movie.on their way there, the met(aunty andy)who gave them a ride to the cinema.he was playin (alalalong) so loudly tt he didn notice a (lion) on the road but managed to break in time(: when they reached, (yokel2) helped them(kaimen).they decided to watch (horny porny) this was a story satrring the famous(serene).so one day (donald duck) and (stitch) went out.they went to a nearby resturant and ate(tomyum).thn they went swimming at the nearby lake where they saw a (goldfish eating an insect).they dived into the waters where they met a (pure sotong) who later became (corrupted). they also met (dory) and(fi-fi-fishy) and they all just keep swimming, just keep swimming just keep swimming swimmming swimming.THE END

yay that was the end of my story haha i'm gonna have one more soon that integrats all 2B-ians tt resides in the 2B pencil community XDDDD

haha part 2

2009-02-04T02:23:00.000-08:00

anyways i've recently had this grp called yokel!!!!

GO yokel

its not a good meaning but i like the word haha

yokel:someone who comes from the ountryside and has little or no education

i was going around asking ppl do you want to be a yokel

they asked wad it was

i went you join thn i tell you

once i told them they weren really happy

haha so anyways today everybody was in the vibe of arm wrestling!!!

haha wherever you go there'll be ppl arm wrestling

i didn join them though

today P.E sucked

we played floorball and i traded places with candice

well she was the goalie

so i was reaching for the ball when someone hit my hand

dunno who though...

my lil finger started to swell thn it turned blue-black

which caused me to be unable to play caps ball...

during malay cikgu didn come so we had a relieve but the relief tr.had to leave early

so we had time to ourselves

i went to the toilet to wash my hands well i was trying to stop the swelling by applying pressure

anyways on my way back it was like they classes well sec 2 classes

had relief tr. or no tr.s at all in their class

except for 2F i think

i was bored so i wanted to arm wrestle and in 1e we loved to do so

so i was like: andy andy i wanna challenge you

andy:ok but i tell you i win all the girls but guys i cannot

desiree:ahem

andy:ya well except for desireee

me:ok nvm let's play

(i won andy haha)

andy:wthe walau you so strong

(shunkai came along)

sk:i wanna play

andy:play with desiree she win me on her second try

yeeling cam by:shunkai if you lose you have to go girls toilet and call me laoban niang

sk:on la

(he was losing thn he call us cheat)

anyways i wanted to try too but i challenged desiree first

cause if i could win her thn i might hav a chance at shunkai

thn ms lim came sian ah

after sch i challenged him

sk:man you so strong...you NP..no GG or GB one rite

me: no i CD de

sk:shit la

thn ms lim was going out of class

sk:lin laoshi you need help

thn he just left but haha i noe i win le tmr i'm gonna go at it again^^

thn i challenged elwin

he damn string la

guangjun too!!

so i tmr gonna get Duckie to come prove tt girls ar better thn guys!!!

haha wad happen read tmr!!

anyways i was telling myself tt i will get a picture of 2B-ians this year so here's the start of my campain

morning sk tring to "motivate chawit to win elwin"

Ppl gathering to watch THE MATCH

chawit and elwin fighting each other

shunkai and elwin haha shunkai didn noe

finally me and yeeling!!

so many!!

2009-02-04T01:10:00.000-08:00

well there's so much i wanna talk bout so i shall split it into 2 posts^^

to start off is wad happened during the weekends!!!

ok on saturday i didn go for paixi cuase i needed to take care of daryl

so aftwerwards i went to dohby ghaut for cip!!

ok wait this is my second time writing this cause i accidentally hit back

so we took a bus to the 4-D place thn had dinner and set off to the chingay place

cuidan was taking pics with eugeny so i was bored

i played with my phone

a lady came and she was like ok the show starts at 8

i looked at my watch...

6.45

i was like wth???

so i ate twiggies to past the time!yummmy

haha twiggies are nice

bout 7++ ppl started to come for chingay

being all hype cuidan shouted hello welcome to chingay

there were these 3 motivators in front of her

they were like you friend crazy one ah

so in a sense they sorta fighted haha

friendly one

for fun^^

one was nice one was ok and one was the one who was actually fighting

he said:you're not cute enough to be an attention seeker

haha dunno why but ...aaa tt time was funny

after while i also said welcome to chingay and stuffs like tt

this made me realise tt some ppl are just strange..

i went hello welcome to chingay

and they were can i take a picture of you

i was wad for but i sgreed anyway

being someone who's not a camwhore

it felt real strange haha

thn we went on the float to take a picture and yup they helped!

they wanted to take a picture of us but they picture came out bad

cause our backs were facing the light and the pic just came out as

black figures standing in the light

haha thn they told us to line back up

so i hurried thn i looked at my watch 7.45 still got time

so cuidan and i went back and got a photo of them!

as we left the waaiting area the guy snapped a phto of us arrr!!!

haha the whole trip was boring

we walked , sang, gave angbao

in between the performing areas...we just walked

so i was like shouting with cuidan

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

haha some ppl just waved to us others laughed....

when we finished performing..

the bus came and took us back to the 4-D place so whole thing very abrupt

it was fun though haha

so thx CDS for giving me a lifetime experience

here are some of the pictures XDDDD

our float!!!

grp foto on the float!!!yay

the motivators(guy on extreme right was the guy tt bullied cuidan)

me and cuidan

grp phto again!!!

anyways there were many other phtos but mostly is scenery so here there are haha

bored now so i'm gonna do this test!

2009-01-30T00:47:00.000-08:00

i'm like freaking bored now...

so i've decided to do this^^!!!!

Rules:
1) Put your iTunes, windows media player, etc on Shuffle.
2) For each question, press the next button to get you answer.
3) YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4) Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

1.Are you male of female?

cinderella-tata young

(ok...a guy one??)

2.Describe yourself

曹操-林俊杰

(i'm not like caocao at all..ooo i'm bad real bad haha)

3.What do people feel when their around you?

当真就好-张国荣/陈淑桦

（be true and real!)

4.Describe your current relationship.

she left me-Mcfly

(who??hmm mysterious person why did you leave??)

5.Where would you like to be now?

被风吹过的夏天-林俊杰

（anywhere the wind blows me too!!^^)

6.How do you feel about love?

第一次-光良

(chocolate.apple.tigger!)

7.What's your life like?

豆浆油条-林俊杰

(like bean paste oily tiao??)

8.What would you ask if you only had one wish?

no such thing-john mayer

(there's no such thing as wishes....T.T)

9.If someone says, "is this okay?"what you would say?

我们的歌-王力宏

(i dunno bout tis one...haha but so far still sounds logical haha)

10. How would you describe yourself?

星晴-周杰伦

(like the stars in the sky one two three...hey where's four?)

11.What do you like in a guy/girl?

忘记-林俊杰

(i can't remember....arr STM strikes again)

12.How do you feel today?

drive-incubus

(i've got the drive to move on!!!)

13.What do your friends think of you?

check yes juliet-we the kings
(i've no idea, don't look back at the past???)

14.What do you think of your parents?

i'd do anything-simple plan
(i'd do anything for them excluding housework haha)

15.What do you think about very often?

my baby-jesse McCartney
(my baby..baby..bolster haha XDD i don't have one though...)

16. What is 2+2?

the name of the game-from the album mamma mia)
(2+2=the name of the game??oh the game is called 4!!)

17. What do you think of the person you like?

five minutes to midnight-boys like girls
(dinosaurs.trees.maggimee.handphone)

18. What is your life story?
reflection-christina aguilera
(a reflection of my past life??)

19. What do you want to be when you grow up?
potential breakup song-Aly and AJ
(either a composer??? or a flirt haha)

20. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
L-O-V-E-林俊杰
(love's in the air haha but i do not like anyone now -.-")

21. What will you dance in your wedding?
浪漫手机-周杰伦
（to me it makes no sense）

22. What will they play at your funeral?

爱在哪里-王力宏
(very weird i guess but maybe still ok lyrics are nice)

23. What is your biggest fear?
你的电话-蓝心湄/脱拉库
(a call .. from you!)

24. What is your hobby/interest?
the best damn thing-avril lavigne
(the best thing and you have to find out yourself! bwahahaha)

25. What do you think of your friends?

童话-光良

(like a childhood fairytale..wonderful.)

months?

2009-01-29T00:54:00.000-08:00

Pick your birth month.
Change the font to red for anything that doesn’t apply to you.
Bold the five that apply to you.

JANUARY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, Shy and Humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty(?) Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful. Secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. One of a kind. Innocent, shy and childish. Proud of yourself. Little tomboy-ish. X-ray eyes. Always smile. Loves freedom. Revengeful. Get jealous easily. Selfish. Likes to hear nice things. Likes to have fame and reputations. Spendthrift.

DECEMBER

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

haha XDDD

audrey helped..

alot.....

yo!

2009-01-25T02:22:00.000-08:00

haha anyways today's chinese new year eve
so actually there's still bout 5 hrs til
the lunar new year
haha i'm blogging now
but yes i shall still blog later
cause haha my dad allow me to
most prob i won't be slpin
at all
arr got hmwk not done...
anyways yesterday did hmEC project
at tampines library
and haha it was the first time
i had spoken to weitai since i moved next to him
and thn in front of him
so haha very enjoyable...
and turns out he and isabella or isabel?
not sure which name sry wt
haha are dating
yup since last oct 31
so ya and project done..
now i'm waiting to eat dinner
thn later play com and X-box
PSP too!
and yes talk to relatives
sadly today no cousins
all aunties and uncles
well technically one aunty two uncles
haha blog more more!
anyways for those of you who can make it
rmb to catch chinggay 09
i've got my reasons
firstly cause AHS will be taking part in it
not only tt
its AHS CDS!
yay yup i'll be going
but on saturday not friday
and i don think ppl will be able to see me
cause i don think if they film ching gay on fri
they'll do it again on sat so haha!
mad crazy lil girl(or otherwise called eccentric)
-peggy XDDDDDD

today...

2009-01-21T04:21:00.000-08:00

well today hmmm how to say...
i can't say it sucked
neither can i say it rocked
well let's start off with school..
lessons i mean
ok i really think i'm gonna fail physics
and math cause of algebra!
i seriously need help!!!
anyone???!!!
ok nevermind thn well malay tr didn come so relief tr came
as usual nothing much was done
so the guys playing paper aeroplane
hmm haha i have a feeling tt yeeling likes...******
who is for you to find out
haha hmm 6 letters only
thn ya we had yingxing hui a bit sucky la
very disorganized thn
i could tell yeeling very unhappy
so i also unhappy
thn she a bit like dao me
seriously i don noe wads going on these few days..
eugene,yeeling,hannah,lisa,cuidan
i mean hello?
i've tried asking
but they are usually too busy to even answer me..
gosh i feel so damn left out...
let's try to understand why...
i don't thinkl i'm as close to my cca batch matez thn i've always thought i was..
even yeeling who keeps complaining
is havin more ppl round her...
ppl are just nice to me...
not real...
even in 2B...
i try to stay optimistic but...
somehow or rather there is just that smth
that brings down everything
its not i don like anyone...
its not tt i wanna be sad..
and i'm like damn irriated with poh wt
last year was ok one but dunno why this yr...
joel's been addin insult to injury
with jh and lisa laughin
i don noe wads goin on
even in cca i can be standing in between 2 ppl
they are playin so happily
i can't join in
i feel like an invisible wall
tt can neither stop anyone
nor can i make myself shown...
i think i shall accept fate..
its been like this for me for as long as i can rmb
as in since pri sch i think i've a great grp of friends
but one day they just go
peggy you've changed and i'm left there
stunned..
haha but anyways i've promised myself
tt i won't cry or fly into a fury rage>>>
so if i really do tt means i'm angry or sad..really really
i wanted to write more but i forgot wad i wanted to write bout...
so i shall end here...
feeling sad,yet happy,lonely yet no afraid to be alone...

opps

2009-01-16T22:25:00.000-08:00

hah well i was suppose to blog yesterday
but i forgot...
my blog is seriously dead...T.T
anyways today going to have reunion dinner
cca matez say wads wrong with your calender
why so early?
but well its cause
we have many other things happening
like my gonggong birthday!
and visitng and stuffs like tt.
l8r having dinner so wad happen shall be posted someother time
"if its interesting"
anyways a recount of wad happened......
in e morning,i was damn amazed la!
we were doin pop-up for e board
we had no cardboard and we were like:how?
thn elwin came and said ok la i go down and take..
so he liked volunteered
not just once but twice.
so i was very grateful
he is actually very nice la
haha sry elwin i actually misjudge you
ok so second lesson was music
so my class scared tio pump went down quick
reach only to noe we hav to wait...
so we waited
and waited
ms lee didn come yet
our conversation was like tt
yeeling:ms lee must do pumpings too!
carmen:she so owes us 400 pumpings
me:why?
carmen:she said 10 pumpings each,so 10*40=400
me:oooo
haha so 2b was getting bored
chawit being the music rep
ppl were like get ms lee
he kept giving excuses like
i tying my shoe
i tucking in my shirt etc.
so i went:hannah we go find ms lee
and we went w/o our shoes...
when we got to staff rm we contacted her.
except tt i was utterly shocked by her ans...
ms lee:sry i was doing my work and i forgot
and because ms lee forgot 2b waited for 15 min
and our beloved music lesson had to cut short cause of tt..
so sad..i like music lessons
well i entered class and hannah and i were like
ey?where's e music rep
ppl went oh he went up to get ms lee
hannah and i just looked at each other blindly
anyways carmen played numb piano.
omg she so pro so nice(:
lol but ya a very slow version o0f numb but still
way to go carmen!
anyways somewhere during lesson i heard these words
CDs?haha
chinese drama suckers
minute i heard tt i looked to see
yeeling fed up
and obviously ppl sitting in front of her said it
and they are shunkai and chawit
walau i irritated man
i was like they are so gonna die
but ya i didn do anything
i was like i'm from cds ok
thn shunkai was laughing his head off
chawit just gave tt i didn do anything look like damn innocent like tt
oh ya thursday lydia passed i forgot ho the styrofoam board
and he started peeling it out.
i was like why you do tt
he went oh l8r you see got tornado..^^
and yes its true somewhere during lesson the wind blew
the lil styrofoam balls and yup they spun around
very cool
chawit was like peggy you see
oh ya ok i guess it was him...
wait or did this happen yesterday??
i can't rmb liao.haha
anyway after sch everybody left
yeeling and i had lunch liao so we tried o do e board
but failed terribly cause of lack of helpers
anyways the ncc guys were preparing for cca
and haha they all looked so weird
thn i was doin props for my cca
ppl were staring i didn care
however lie yiliang came by
went haha peggy zai ah
stupid him la wth la
thn my class ncc guys were also laughing..
i was like hello they got prob ah
if your senior ask you do smth you will also do rite
plus if you really love your cca even more~!
oh yeeling agrees tt chawit is really random but not as much as joel
i was talking to phyllis
ok anyway my row goes like this...
ok fine start from me imagine from your angle to whiteboard..
lisa,jinghui,me!
hannah,joel,weitai
hsinning,phyllis
desiree,chawit
so i was talking to phy and chawit was behind her ma
he waved so to be nice i waved too
thn we kept wavng
so did i
after sch
chawit-phy:you noe why peggy kept waving?
phy-chawit:no but very strange le
chawit:cause i was waving to her haha
and all this time i was there...-.-"
anyway ya thn cca time cap ball
i was calling cuidan
many times she didn ans so i went si cuidan
she got angry and walked away
i noe she was just playing la
but she always does this
and she expects ppl to give in to her
and omeon la hello?
she;s like 16 this yr
can't she be mroe responsible
i was damn pissed off
she keeps doin it i can't stand rdy
she want can but in limited amts
i get angry abit she also not happy
thn cause of tt i stopped playing cap ball
thn the batch came peggy why emo
walau i was so irritated la!
they i think only cuidan ask la k
i was trying to calm down la
thn my batch haha keep playing
sometimes i feel i very invisible in this society
i was telling myself rdy
this yr not get angry not cry
so actualy if i do get angry means i'm really la
thn jeffrey came eh play caps ball le so i went lor...
haha thn when i was going home i saw ms yap
as in primary sch band tr
haha she came to pick someone up
anyways til now la i'm still irritated at her
so i hope tt lin cuidan !
you will go think bout it la
tt's all i'm asking..

OMG i so love 2B

2009-01-15T04:01:00.000-08:00

kk well my class started on the CNY board le
yesterday very sian cause only me lisa phyllis yeeling,yipeng&lydia stay behind
today the guys stayed back
and completed like alomst the whole board le
and today i realise tt elwin is not slack lor
he damn serious man
all the guys playin he over there
guai guai do his job
ppl lika charwit and shunkai and andy playing like siao
haha guang jun also did alot
hmm... let's see
hsin ning,lili,denise,kendra,shijei,lisa,gracia..etc.
stayed well these are the few i rmb
guys stayed backed too!
tt's reason why i love this class man
2B'09 you rock out loud!
here's thankx to all who helped i love you guys!<3
for those who didn hiaz~ try nx time!
i was reading some ppl's new year resoltion/wishes
some were real cute:
Zhenyu:i wish for more wishes...
i wish my wish will come true...
i wish for good health
so actually in short he's just wishing for good health
shunkai:i wish to grow taller...
so cute la i've o make a point all the class guys say
shunkai very short but i don think so le
he like same hieght as andy lor
haha thn i was like reading out andy's one today like out loud cause he wanted me to
so i went:Andy says he wishes for good grades and tt he will study well for his cca
ANDy:huh?wait tt's not right
me:ya opps its study well for exam and do well in cca
i accidentally cut it short and skipped the whole studies thing..
whoops...
haha today i went down 85 to buy resources so i was like i'm going to be nice
and get bubble tea for all
lisa was like peggy buy bubble tea for everyone
i was like ya i was going to
and lisa gave me the ya rite look..
well so i like after sch i was taking orders
and lisa went order at peggy
the guys were like who's peggy
charwit sits like at the back of my row
he talks to me at times la thn he was alos who's peggy
wa i feel so shibai man
ppl talk to me w/o even knowing who i am
haha so i went down to buy la
sian not enough money so i come out from my pocket lol
ya the NCC guys in class were like doing their drill
they paisei so very funny
haah thn today guangjun was telling me tt he knew bout the feud
between CDS and NCC
he say his brother is alumni...
called guang feng
eee...so cool lor
haah well stop now i very lorsuo still got alot la haha

finally?

2009-01-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

haha well today was second day of sch and 5th day of the new year
now currently in 2B
i'm happy there though obviously i would love to stay as 1E-ian
well hannah weitai candice jinghui are in my class
these ppl are ex-1E-ians
btw sch changed all the sec 1 classes names to stuff like intergrity loyalty compassion holiness...etc.
dunno why they do tt
even though i came from a primary sch which uses names too
but i liked a,b,c,d...
they are much easier to remmeber and locate.now i don't even noe wad is wad!
ok well in 2B i alrdy noe quite a handful of ppl such as...
claudia,yeeling,lisa,phyllis,jermaine...
haha but even though i'm happy i'm not really happy...
well thing that surprised me the most is tt Guanwen is 2K's monitor!!!
WAy to go guanwen
but i can tell he hates his job...
well welcome to my world..well ex-world
his now with christine FU so alot more bickering shall be heard...
i think that like out of 2A,B,C,D B is the noisiest haha...
btw 2B was at lower sec block 1st floor...
we could stay there...
but NO they had to move us to upper sec block..
not only that...
2B can now be located on the fifth floor on the upper sec block...
however we have great teachers^^
another good thing is that my buds are there with me bwahahahahaha
cm's in 2E cd's in 2F
and haha 2A,B,C,E,F are all on fifth floor upper sec block..
hiaz~ mdm hidaya is goin for operation this wednesday so we will be havin relieve teacher
OMG yeeling told me today that the sec 1 girls think that qinhui is cute!!!!!
i cannot believe la...
haha he cut his hair woah and looked funny haha..
chearmin...also said that she found qinhui cute...
hiaz~ dunno wad these ppl are thinkin..opps no offence to qinhui sry...
but hello how old are they now???
anyways looking forward to more great teachers^^
currently only noe form,co-form,science and math
opps haha and once again my blog is so dead^^

hello!

2008-12-31T23:26:00.000-08:00

haha its 1/1/09 haha yes its 20089 rdy OMG time passed so fast.
i think i've like redone a blog 2 times this shall be my third bwahaha.
anyways new year new beginnings.
anyway really tired now trying to rush out all my hmwk be4 sch tmr.
last nite was terrible my annoying brother marcus was annoying me as usual.
till now i don't noe why all my friends well at least those from secondary sch say he's handsome.and for daryl...cute
all i can say is tt they are a Menes well still dunno how to spell tt and i'm too lazy to actually look tt up.
haha.well nobody told us wad to do tmr so i shall just hope all goes well and my new chinese teacher doesn't ask for chinese hmwk for i don hav any chinese newspaper to finish my hmwk with.
sigh...
i think i'm gonna die under all the pile of hmwk.
i only manage to start doin it last week.cause i had to constantly go back to msch for stuffs and cca.
so poor poor me had to start rushin all my hmwk.and yes last 3 days i had lianpai camp.very sianand very tiring.
constantly doin props and i had to rush to each grp cause they needed ppl to help them move props.
yeeling and i out of boredome created some lame cheers for mime^^.well the lameness in me just came out..well i really need to go to hmwk le.